- from Roadworks: Auckland Geography (2006)
- Cruisy morning, eh? (8-19/8/03)
- We were Soldiers (20-21/4/02)
- Castor Bay (17-24/2/06)
- Such Manners (21-23/12/05)
- First Night (20-21/4/02)
- Cycle Couriers in Freyberg Place (17-25/2/06)
- The Kid Stays in the Picture (27-28/5/03)
- Every girl’s a babe (6-10/9/05)
- Noughts and Crosses (17/12/04-7/2/05)
- Sibylla (5/6-14/7/05)
- Wang Po’s Preface to Poems from the Pavilion of the Prince of T’eng (16/10-4/11/05)
- Funeral Sermon by the Shadow Spokesperson against PC (3-13/11/05)
- As Long (7/4/06)
- That hand (15-18/4/06)
- Easter Ferry to Rakiura (24/4-20/5/06)
- Eva (24/4-20/5/06)
- Xmas (21/11/06)
- Biggie Shark & Biggie Whale (14/2/07)
- Genesis (15/1/-8/2/07)
- Scripts (15/1/-8/2/07)
- Paisley (15/1-8/2/07)
- Kids at a Bus-stop (13/7-18/10/01)
- Heroes: 3 Takes
- Rita (19/7/07)
- Kickstarting Your Research Career (7-20/6/07)
- Miniatures (7/2; 8/11; 16/7-9/11/06)
- Volcanic Glass (3-13/3/08)
- Vainglory (3-13/3/08)
- from 31 Days (2009)
- One More Thing (3/4 & 8/9/09-22/7/10)
- Silhouette (4/4-18/6/09)
- Pale Star (K.M., 1923) (7/4-24/7/09)
- Foundry (8/4-20/9/09)
- Toys (China, 1908) (9/4-18/6/09)
- Memoirs from beyond the grave (13/4-15/11/09)
- Badges (15/4-15/11/09)
- Vampires (16/4/09, 8/9/09, 4/5/10-12/7/10)
- “Concern for Tony Veitch’s safety” (19/4/09)
- Orpheish (20/4-13/8/09)
- The Dada Lady of the Sonnets (21-23/4/09)
- Anzac Day (25/4-18/6/09)
- Argo (26/4-18/6/09)
- Before the Storm (29/4-15/11/09)
Jack Ross: Roadworks: Auckland Geography (2006)
Auckland Geography
(2006)
(For Anna Rugis)
The city is a map of the city
– Ciaran Carson, Belfast Confetti
- O Canada! (30-31/7/03)
- Cruisy morning, eh? (8-19/8/03)
- Tentacles of Destruction (14 & 20-27/5/04)
- Asbestos Hands of Dr. J. (7/10/04-26/1/06)
- We were Soldiers (20-21/4/02)
- Castor Bay (17-24/2/06)
- DEATH & BEYOND (2-5/6/03)
- Refrigerium (20-22/1/06)
- Birkenhead (21-22/11/03)
- A Sunday Walk (13-31/7/03)
- Such Manners (21-23/12/05)
- First Night (20-21/4/02)
- Cycle Couriers in Freyberg Place (17-25/2/06)
- This DVD contains everything you ever wanted to know … (13-15/9/05)
- The Kid Stays in the Picture (27-28/5/03)
- Every girl’s a babe (6-10/9/05)
- Newmarket (30/6-22/7/03)
- Unsuccessful Applicant for Neighbourhood Watch (29/9/05)
- Coromandel (26-28/7/03)
- Blinds (28/2-11/3/06)
Publications:
- "The Auckland Game." Roadworks: Auckland Geography. The Imaginary Museum (17/6/06).
- "Roadworks: Auckland Geography." Eye Street Book: Poems by Jack Ross, Raewyn Alexander, Rosetta Allan, Ila Selwyn, Alice Hooton, Jacqueline Crompton Ottaway & Lee Dowrick. Edited by Raewyn Alexander. ISBN 978-0-473-20575-1. Auckland: Bright Communications, 2012. 7-14.
- ALBANY VILLAGE O Canada!
- MASSEY CAMPUS Cruisy morning, eh?
- UPPER HARBOUR HIGHWAY Tentacles of Destruction
- MAIRANGI BAY Asbestos Hands of Dr. J.
- SUNNYNOOK We were Soldiers
- CASTOR BAY Castor Bay
- FORREST HILL DEATH & BEYOND
- RANGITOTO Refrigerium
- BIRKENHEAD Birkenhead
- DEVONPORT A Sunday Walk
- PONSONBY Such Manners
- EDEN CRESCENT First Night
- HIGH ST Cycle Couriers in Freyberg Place
- K RD This DVD contains …
- GRAFTON The Kid Stays in the Picture
- GREY LYNN Every girl’s a babe
- NEWMARKET Newmarket
- WESTERN SPRINGS Unsuccessful Applicant for Neighbourhood Watch
- COROMANDEL Coromandel
- ALBANY Blinds
Publications:
- "Time to play the game ...." Roadworks: Auckland Geography. The Imaginary Museum (15/6/06).
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8.00 am - START
- 8.30 am - ALBANY VILLAGEcar starts
- 9.00 am - MASSEY CAMPUScomputer double
- 6.00 pm - U H HIGHWAYcar accident
- 10.00 am - FERRY RIDE
- 9.30 am - MAIRANGI BAYbus in
- 11.00 am - SUNNYNOOKone more movie
- 4.30 pm - CASTOR BAYbus / walk
- 10.30 am - FORREST HILLstall at the lights
- 12.30 pm - MISS THE BUS
- 5.00 pm - RANGITOTOferry back
- 4.00 pm - BIRKENHEADkilling time
- 2.00 pm - DEVONPORTferry across
- 2.30 pm - PONSONBYtime for a coffee
- 3.00 pm - WALK IN THE PARK
- 6.30 pm - EDEN CRESCENT
- 1.00 pm - HIGH STtime for lunch
- 3.30 pm - K RDbuying shirts
- 11.30 am - GRAFTONwalk down
- 5.30 pm - CAR ACCIDENT
- 12.00 noon - GREY LYNNmoving house
- 1.30 pm - NEWMARKETwalk up
- 7.00 pm - WESTERN SPRINGSparty
- 7.30 pm - COROMANDELcar stops
- 8.00 pm - STOP
Throw a single die to start.
Publications:
- "gameboard (place)." Roadworks: Auckland Geography. The Imaginary Museum (17/6/06).
- 24. 8.00 PM - STOP
- 23. 7.30 PM - Coromandelcar starts
- 22. 7.00 PM - Western Springsvideo / pizza
- 21. 6.30 PM - Eden Crescentbus out
- 20. 6.00 PM - U H Highwaycar accident
- 19. 5.30 PM - Find a Car Park
- 18. 5.00 PM - Rangitotoferry leaves
- 17. 4.30 PM - Castor BayCD launch
- 16. 4.00 PM - Birkenheadwork party
- 15. 3.30 PM - K Rdtoo late
- 14. 3.00 PM - Trip & Fall
- 13. 2.30 PM - Ponsonbyfinding a drink
- 12. 2.00 PM - Devonportferry arrives
- 11. 1.30 PM - Newmarketwalk down
- 10. 1.00 PM - High Stwalk up
- 9. 12.30 PM - Bus Ride
- 8. 12.00 NOON - Grey Lynnspying
- 7. 11.30 AM - Graftoncar park
- 6. 11.00 AM - Sunnynookpower-walk
- 5. 10.30 AM - Forrest Hillruptured water main
- 4. 10.00 AM - Ferry Turns Back
- 3. 9.30 AM - Mairangi Baybus in
- 2. 9.00 AM - Massey Campusclass
- 1. 8.30 AM - Albany Villagecar stops
- 0. 8.00 AM - START
Publications:
- "gameboard (time)." Roadworks: Auckland Geography. The Imaginary Museum (17/6/06).
White haze above the hills of Albany “pools of fir” (H.D.) or “sooty altars” (Curnow) cracker stuff I like the crosses, man sparrows bob across the cobbles high heels click to class
(8-19/8/03)
Publications:
- Bravado 2 (2004): 22.
- "Roadworks: Auckland Geography." The Imaginary Museum (14/6/06) [available at: https://mairangibay.blogspot.com/2006/06/upper-harbour-highway-600-pm.html].
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not me I wasn’t actor in other men’s wars Tonight I took the car out for a spin in moonlight starting at shadows Today I stayed at home alone at home same’s true of yesterday Tomorrow? Off to hunt the foxes from their holes
(20-21/4/02)
Publications:
- "Roadworks: Auckland Geography." The Imaginary Museum (14/6/06) [available at: https://mairangibay.blogspot.com/2006/06/upper-harbour-highway-600-pm.html].
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The day your driver stoppednot halfway hometo say another bus had crashedin Takapuna& he’d been toldto turn aroundpick up the passengersbut you got out insteadthinking it might be quickerto walk homeonly to see his tail-lightsrecedingbefore you got halfway thereyour feet started to hurtin those damned sandalsuntil you triedthat one surefire shortcutthat took so much longer& you feltnot so much aliveas if you ought to feelsomething like that
(17-24/2/06)
Publications:
- "Roadworks: Auckland Geography." The Imaginary Museum (14/6/06) [available at: https://mairangibay.blogspot.com/2006/06/upper-harbour-highway-600-pm.html].
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“Such manners …” with the emphasis of early afternoon Medusa waiting for your friend to come (she’s late) whisper whisper from the little girl “You’d like to stay here” water baby with a coke bottle clear dishes Merry Xmas! traffic’s already starting to build up
(21-23/12/05)
Publications:
- "Roadworks: Auckland Geography." The Imaginary Museum (14/6/06) [available at: https://mairangibay.blogspot.com/2006/06/upper-harbour-highway-600-pm.html].
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Incorrigibly punctual talk to me forgive me in the park I suddenly thought shit you’re on tonight he told me it was all one thing looking forward to a cognac since this morning me a wine the others to a scream
(20-21/4/02)
Publications:
- "Roadworks: Auckland Geography." The Imaginary Museum (14/6/06) [available at: https://mairangibay.blogspot.com/2006/06/upper-harbour-highway-600-pm.html].
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a mirror hit him from behind up the back orifice where was that he rings me up and goes yeah blah blah blah what was it he was fucken doing?
(17-25/2/06)
Publications:
- "Roadworks: Auckland Geography." The Imaginary Museum (14/6/06) [available at: https://mairangibay.blogspot.com/2006/06/upper-harbour-highway-600-pm.html].
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Don’t want to just be intellectual The way I feel is sexual – MORE FM Twisting my rubber arm bronze blue VALISÈRE Mocha almond Jellytip Cookies & cream OUR ALLEGIANCE IS NOT TO A CREED NOT TO A BOOK NOT TO A CHURCH BUT TO THE GREAT SPIRIT OF LIFE Oh shit oh shucks
(27-28/5/03)
Publications:
- "Roadworks: Auckland Geography." The Imaginary Museum (14/6/06) [available at: https://mairangibay.blogspot.com/2006/06/upper-harbour-highway-600-pm.html].
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in Jackworld Soraya’s mother pilloried on 12 o’clock TV not answering the door We’ve had her up before she’ll keep on doing it until unspoken feral old man tethered in the yard titanic mounds of garbage They’re afraid of dinging up their cars They always stop comforting me when I stalked out of Poetry Live a good kind woman turned into the butt of media mikes & yet the squalor freaked me out that dark reporter …
(6-10/9/05)
Publications:
- "Roadworks: Auckland Geography." The Imaginary Museum (14/6/06) [available at: https://mairangibay.blogspot.com/2006/06/upper-harbour-highway-600-pm.html].
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My name is …John Carter, Warlord of Barsoom XI live in …The Fortress of Solitude XMy father is …a barbarian chieftain from the Plains of Leng XMy mother is …a slavegirl from the Mongolian steppes XI have 100 sisters and no brotherssave for the heads impaled atop my tent XThis summer I …set out to pillage all the known world XIt was …very easy XMy teacher is …a dog whose last words will be screams of pain X !!My best friend is …my mighty two-handed battle-axe XMy classmates are …dust beneath my chariot-wheels XI like to …ride like the wind on my 8-legged steed Thorondor XWhen I grow up I want to be …a vengeful ghost X0 12 This silly work is becoming increasingly typical of you, I’m afraid. You know you could do far better if you tried.
(17/12/04-7/2/05)
Publications:
- Poetry Pudding. Ed. Jenny Argante. Auckland: Reed, 2007. 28-29.
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Mounted all funky on your fine horse Now stripped to essential womanhood Wounded beauty with your big eyes What should I do? Decide not to be a queen A queen never walks & yet you are walking then she takes his hand
(5/6-14/7/05)
Publications:
- Kokako 3 (2005): 52.
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[675 AD] Our Commander has no ordinary reputation he has carried his standard here the new Governor is a paragon of virtue he has travelled a thousand li like soaring dragons and ascending birds are the works of Academician Meng Now is the ninth month the season Autumn the waters have receded the lake is clear we have come to the riverbank and entered the lofty portals Evening songs from the fishing boats resound over Lake P’eng-Li geese numbed by the cold choke on their cries unfettered rapture soars into the sky The four excellent conditions are present the two rarities have come together heaven is high the earth immense the succession of opposites obeys one inscrutable law
(16/10-4/11/05)
Publications:
- Magazine Six: The Key West Issue (Cycle Press, Key West, Florida, 2006): 101.
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Dr Mapp said he would be issuing a paper on eradicating political correctness. – NZ Herald (1/11/05) The face is starting to dissolve from too many pictures Lose the cotton wadding & the teeth Just stuff the fucker underground Cocksucker Fucking im- migrants Tell me arsehole Who got here first? You yes You I’m talking to you You talking to me? Are you talking to If you can’t stand the heat then stay out of the Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you very much
(3-13/11/05)
Publications:
- Poetry NZ 34 (2007): 76-80.
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As long as I get these essays marked humanity will forge – vast herds of wildebeest – towards the dawn As long as my car starts the space race will end in triumph freedom’s banner flourish on the plains of Mars As long as this pen keeps moving the glaciers will recede mankind forgive their debtors peace and love prevail the lion and the lamb – you know – & as for me I might wake up
(7/4/06)
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waving out of a car window, a slight hand pirouetting in the light rain, an hour from evening This afternoon, that girl sock-footed, in her uniform beside the supermarket fence face fixed to her phone I used to think such things would all add up transform into a paradise life well lost for this I could not love thee dear so much loved I not never quite had the nerve to try that on with Marianne with Chantal, Rachel no but listening to Olivia Newton John sing Xanadu as Coleridge stumbled through a neon-garish London I felt sure … It may not be Art but I like it you have to get your kicks in strange ways these days even from a hand
(15-18/4/06)
Publications:
- Poetry NZ 34 (2007): 76-80.
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The final year I was in Christchurch they asked me to bodypaint a model I found this girl It took me 11 hours I gave her pinstripe trousers & a tie She stood there glaring looking like a man It’s a guy – no it’s a girl! There’s a photo of some people staring at her boobs & one of them was Brett For quite a while he came to my shows I to his It was as if we were moving in circles around each other which is kinda sad
(24/4-20/5/06)
Publications:
- Magazine 6 (2008) [Ka Ora – Survival – Sobrevivência]: 94.
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insouciant twisting up her mouth likes to disagree with everything I say in her arctic cloak propped by the lifebelt staring at the waves heave up & down ‘the infinite hatability of strangers’ (John Dolan) or, by contrast, lovability last seen receding on the deck of a water-taxi off to Ulva Island
(24/4-20/5/06)
Publications:
- Poetry NZ 34 (2007): 76-80.
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the rolling whale’s-eye of the Farmers’ Santa in its transplanted state Queen St / Victoria St corner eyes fixed on your phone – can I sit here? – our bus is coming in 5 minutes, mate – time to finish up my smoke plugged in – the Asian girl cocks her head to one side as if listening for it for what? invisible the sentence of her life
(21/11/06)
Publications:
- "Xmas". The Imaginary Museum ((3/12/06)
- Home & Away: Life Writing 3. Edited by Jack Ross & Kathryn Lee. ISBN 978-0-473-13539-3. Massey University: School of Social and Cultural Studies, 2008. 6.
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Biggie Shark & Biggie Whale
(15/1/-8/2/07)
Publications:
- [with Bronwyn Lloyd] Biggie Shark & Biggie Whale. [pamphlet] (February 14, 2007)
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(15/1/-8/2/07)
Publications:
- [with Bronwyn Lloyd] Biggie Shark & Biggie Whale. [pamphlet] (February 14, 2007)
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(15/1-8/2/07)
Publications:
- [with Bronwyn Lloyd] Biggie Shark & Biggie Whale. [pamphlet] (February 14, 2007)
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(13/7-18/10/01)
Publications:
- City Poems: with Compliments of the Season [pamphlet] (December 16, 2001)
- [with Bronwyn Lloyd] Biggie Shark & Biggie Whale. [pamphlet] (February 14, 2007)
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Heroes:
3 Takes
(for Bronwyn Lloyd) Out of the box is where I live … – Battlestar Galactica i – Conshie Would you walk barefoot? Yes rather than work in a rubber factory said Rita Angus ii – Jean Don’t write to me again from a launderette she told her sister The prison blocks of your modernity
(19/7/07)
Publications:
- "The Academic as Hero". The Imaginary Museum (25/10/2007)
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(for Cluny Macpherson) Her heart was in perfect condition – in fact I have it over here … – C.S.I. i – Spreading Yourself Around I started to get involved in cruising How is it Filipino boys work in the laundry Dutchmen on the bridge? Ships plying the Pacific as the sun goes down my page ii – Entertaining the Visiting Professor I took him to the zoo he was bored I took him to the museum he was bored we all took bets as he nodded off on whether his cigar ash would set fire to his crimpoline suit
(7-20/6/07)
Publications:
- "The Academic as Hero". The Imaginary Museum (25/10/2007)
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(for Lisa Clements) I like to ambush my brain before fear and reason can kick in … – Joan of Arcadia OFF END OF LINES the wine-shop sign says I watch Gaston joshing with his buds Out in the sun all day poor you! ex-colleague married to a Japanese (Yuko, was it?) does he recognise me? probably I him • Are you getting popcorn for all of us? the kids shrill I stand queuing right behind them harassed father has no answer I make sure that I get served no matter what the upshot • It’s always already happened that sharp blow to the back of the head throwing the pen in the language students’ face He’s having trouble at home Lisa explained • The redness of red trousers spied in a shop tried on anxiously debated bought tried out in the park holding hands – with whom? gossamer smile
(7/2; 8/11; 16/7-9/11/06)
Publications:
- "The Academic as Hero". The Imaginary Museum (25/10/2007)
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That line on your thumb white/ red exuding blood like David Hawkes’ obsidian at school clean lines of break the signs of manufacture evident immaculate anti- evolutionary artefact ruling out an intervention cutting the subject short
(3-13/3/08)
Publications:
- Len Castle. Mountain to the Sea: Ceramics / Poetry / Photographs. Ed. Tanya Wilkinson. ISBN 978-0-473-13835-6. Napier: Hawke’s Bay Museum and Art Gallery, 2008. 33.
- "Summer Poetry in Grey Lynn". The Imaginary Museum (8/2/2009)
- Poetry Specials: 2008-2018. Papyri (28/12/2017)
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SH: … I think that one reason there is so much ugly antipathy to writers who are breaking form in any way is because people know that language taps an unpredictable power source in all of us. It’s not the same in the visual arts, where there are many abstract or form-breaking visual artists who enjoy wide popularity, are embraced by a critical establishment, and sell their work for a tremendous amount of money. You will see their work in museums and books about the work on large glass coffee tables. Try the same thing, with language, certainly in this culture, and you may find your writing lost. This is because words are used as buoys, and if they start to break up … EF: If they’re stripped of their presumed meanings … SH: Right. Then everything goes because words connect us to life. – Edward Forster, Talisman Interview with Susan Howe (1990)A monument being resolved upon Dr. Donne sent for a carver to make the figure of an urn charcoal fires being first made in his large study & having put off all his clothes winding-sheet in his hand had this sheet put upon him tied with knots at his head & feet & his hands so placed as dead Upon this Urn he stood with his eyes shut & with so much of the sheet turned aside as might show his lean pale face When the picture was fully finished he caused it to be set by his bedside where it continued & became his hourly object …
(3-13/3/08)
Publications:
- "Cats and/or Vases". The Imaginary Museum (20/9/2008)
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Grow quietly
If you listen carefully
You can hear the beautiful singing
– Sijie Zhou
I’m using my gift to search for luminosity
– Liu Si
- April Fool’s Day (1/4-18/6/09)
- Hiding the Lunch (2/4-6/8/09)
- One More Thing (3/4 & 8/9/09-22/7/10)
- Silhouette (4/4-18/6/09)
- “The archaeologist of the present day” (5/4-18/6//09)
- Three fits (6/4-16/7/10)
- Pale Star (K.M., 1923) (7/4-24/7/09)
- Foundry (8/4-20/9/09)
- Toys (China, 1908) (9/4-18/6/09)
- Legacy (10/4-15/11/09-24/1/11)
- New Zealand’s Next Top Model Speaks (11/4-18/6/09)
- Substitutes only need apply (12/4-18/6/09)
- Memoirs from beyond the grave (13/4-15/11/09)
- Two Falls (14/4-15/11/09-16/1/11)
- Badges (15/4-15/11/09)
- Vampires (16/4/09, 8/9/09, 4/5/10-12/7/10)
- Not everyone can get an 'A' (17/4-15/11/09-5/7/11)
- Dire Straits (18/4-15/11/09-18/1/11)
- “Concern for Tony Veitch’s safety” (19/4/09)
- Orpheish (20/4-13/8/09)
- The Dada Lady of the Sonnets (21-23/4/09)
- The Assassination Weapon (22/4-18/6/09)
- The Darkness (23/4-18/6/09)
- Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz (24/4-15/11/09)
- Anzac Day (25/4-18/6/09)
- Argo (26/4-18/6/09)
- Class Discourse (27/4-15/11/09-2/1/12)
- The Double (28/4-20/9/09-8/1/11)
- Before the Storm (29/4-15/11/09)
- Advice on Essay-writing (30/4-20/9/09-29/7/11)
- Mayday (1/5-18/6/09)
[after Virgil & James Fenton]- for Alistair Paterson -Una in praecelsâ consedit rupe Celæno, Infelix vates, rupitque hanc pectore vocem. – Aeneid, iii: 245-6. [Calæno alone took her seat on the brow of a high rock, a prophetess of plagues, & from her heaving breast burst forth these words]:H.O.D.: We need to add semester, mode & web statusFred & Helen were going to split upSECRETARY: I can’t add semester, mode or web-status as I don’t know what they areFred had some local colour to check outLECTURER: Sorry – Is there something wrong with my email? I replied the moment I received your request, to this effect …After that – straight back to work You look troubledTUTOR: Oh, it’s web-enhanced all right I set up a website for the first run-through & am now building another as to mode of teaching, I’m agnostic …said Helen Wasn’t the trip good? Oh, the trip was goodH.O.D.: I have a problem with this course being offered internally I think the only way to attract sufficient students is through a block-course. I'm puzzled …said Fred When you’ve got somethingLECTURER: We canvassed this extensively last year We’re anxious to retain one paper in internal mode & have had a most enthusiastic response from studentsto think about that’s good I’d just like one more thingLECTURER: So if you’ve got no objection (being “agnostic”) I’d like to report that we’ve decided to offer the paper internally next yearWhat sort of thing? asked Helen That’s itLECTURER: No reply to my email which I guess means that what you meant by “agnostic” is that you were happy to change the modeI don’t know One more thing to round itLECTURER: If the class includes international students this is a compellingly better mode for them.offLECTURER: Let me know
(3/4 & 8/9/09-22/7/10)
Publications:
- Broadsheet: New New Zealand Poetry 6 (2010): 24-26.
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Is form your master or your slave? Diane von Furstenberg’s aesthetic: Lots of layers, flowy, elegant Marlene Dietrich in A Foreign Affair a spy, a glamour girl Berlin, Shanghai … I set the video rolling on longplay halfway through the night before it nets up everything for those six hours Project Runway included our Saturday morning ritual over toast & jam My taste is impeccable Daniel’s pompous declaration earned him a braying laugh last week from poster-girl Kenley This time her skimpy dress is “simply not enough” to net the prize No-one can layer prints like you do Tim flatters Diane accepts the tribute as her due The designers wet themselves with glee to serve such a big name Is form your master or your slave? I am an artist on the level of Michelangelo or Van Gogh thundered Santino two years ago Where is he now? Designing quietly, one hopes in Venice Beach Supererogatory, yes the insights quasi-accidental & yet I feel myself debate the cut fall for the sharpness of a silhouette
(4/4-18/6/09)
Publications:
- Silhouette. Poem by Jack Ross. Designed by Bronwyn Lloyd. Auckland: Pania Press, December 25, 2009.
- Give Away. Mosehouse Studio (19/2/10)
- Poetry Specials: 2008-2018. Papyri (28/12/2017)
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(K.M., 1923) [after Xu Zhimo] Unintentionally imitating Chinese style her hair was pitch black & straight Her features seemed to me like the purest Indian jade or pristine snow in the Alps Her brightly-coloured clothes might have aroused some criticism had they been worn by anyone else on her they looked becoming like green leaves on a flower Her figure was so fragile that a man standing beside her felt his breathing to be too coarse
(7/4-24/7/09)
Publications:
- “Three Texts from Other Texts.” All Together Now: A Digital Bridge for Auckland and Sydney / Kia Kotahi Rā: He Arawhata Ipurangi mō Tamaki Makau Rau me Poihākena (March-September 2010).
- Pale Star. Poem by Jack Ross. Illustrated by Bronwyn Lloyd. Auckland: Pania Press, 2011.
- “Pale Star.” Mosehouse Studio (18/1/11).
- “Pale Star.” Pania Press (18/1/11).
- Poetry Specials: 2008-2018. Papyri (28/12/2017)
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Gefunden Ich ging im Walde So für mich hin, Und nichts zu suchen, Das war mein Sinn. Im Schatten sah ich Ein Blümchen stehn, Wie Sterne leuchtend Wie Äuglein schön. Ich wollt es brechen, Da sagt' es fein: Soll ich zum Welken, Gebrochen sein? Ich grubs mit allen Den Würzeln aus, Zum Garten trug ichs Am hübschen Haus. Und pflanzt es wieder Am stillen Ort; Nun zweigt es immer Und blüht so fort. - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (1813)I went for a walk in my lunch-hour not looking for anything in particular I found a wild briar undermining the wall of an old foundry bright as steel I knelt down beside it although it looked as if it were saying Why should I be plucked just to wither for you? but I broke off a shoot & carried it back replanted it by the beat-up gate to my backyard which it’s spreading all over like a noxious weed
(8/4-20/9/09)
Publications:
- “Three Texts from Other Texts.” All Together Now: A Digital Bridge for Auckland and Sydney / Kia Kotahi Rā: He Arawhata Ipurangi mō Tamaki Makau Rau me Poihākena (March-September 2010).
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(China, 1908) [after Kathleen Pih-Chang] I remember people seemed to be quite friendly with the missionaries Once a robber broke into their compound & was executed His head was put into a wooden cage & hung up on a tree I remember as a child seeing such cages with little heads inside sold in shops for toys
(9/4-18/6/09)
Publications:
- “Three Texts from Other Texts.” All Together Now: A Digital Bridge for Auckland and Sydney / Kia Kotahi Rā: He Arawhata Ipurangi mō Tamaki Makau Rau me Poihākena (March-September 2010).
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[after Chateaubriand] Not so much the doing as the having done as David Howard said Jack has experiences to write about them I just live my life trying on the tracksuits one after another I have crossed the seven seas traversed the corners of the earth slept in Arab tents & Huron wigwams in the ruins of Athens Carthage & Jerusalem among the Greeks the Turks the Moors in woods & ruins dressed in skins among the savages in silks among the Mamelukes, suffered hunger thirst & want sat down with kings & princes festooned with ribbons only to fall from grace I’ve tramped the capitals of Europe Cursed beggars in Indian bazaars paddled a kayak on the river Kwai kissed the behinds of courtesans stared up at inaccessible windows from the snow-encrusted street I’ve typed & sketched & scribbled hundreds of pages of notes seen books with my name on the spine on the loftiest shelves Swallow I’ve made my nest on the restless waves of the sea my solitary poetic life has walked alongside this world’s realities disaster noise disorder pain with the girls of my dreams Atala Amélie Velléda Cymodocée From within & yet adjacent to my century I have exercised upon it perhaps by accident, unintentionally some influence religious political or literary
(13/4-15/11/09)
Publications:
- brief the fortieth (June 2010): 9-13.
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“We don’t need no steenking badges” – The Treasure of the Sierra Madre In my dream last night I’d been arrested for some little thing. A group of us were on the back of a flatbed truck. As we got near the beach, one of the others suggested jumping off and making a break for it. I started to reach for my shoes, but didn’t dare for fear of alerting the guards. When we got to the incarceration camp there was a complicated, jungle gym-like structure made of wood we had to climb across in order to get in. With what infinite precautions did I negotiate each rung! Helped (I must admit) by the guy whose escape I’d ruined. We were all innocent. This morning dawned grey. The cat is agitated. The sore on my penis has started to leak again. A badge of dishonour? Hardly. Not serious, I hope – but not a badge of depravity either. I HAVEN’T DONE ANYTHING. Except nothing. That I've done, again & again.
(15/4-15/11/09)
Publications:
- brief the fortieth (June 2010): 9-13.
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So bottled blood is just like bottled V You can get high on it but you can overdose as well – overheard on a busSo my Mum asks me Are you going for a run this morning? I told her yes then she comes in It’s 8 am! You’re obviously not going I could have gone to work I was, like I’m just going now But she didn’t tell me why she needed to know just asked me what I was going to do • Chief Joseph:I have carried a heavy load on my back ever since I was a boy We were like deer They were like grizzly bears We had a small country Their country was large We were content to let things remain They were not & would change the mountains and rivers if they did not suit them You might as well expect all rivers to flow backwards as that any man who was born a freeman should be contented penned up and denied liberty to go where he pleases• My best friend lives at 106 I live at 6 on the same street We’ve got almost exactly the same phone number Hers is 9 & mine is upside down 6 All the other numbers are the same so when I’m trying to think of her phone number all I have to do is think of mine & sweet • Richard F. Burton:All pilgrims do not enter the Ka’abah Those who tread the hallowed floor cannot walk barefoot pick up fire in their fingers or tell lies (The list is numerous & meaningless)• I highly recommend living in a hotel $150 for heating & power All you have to do is pay for your own food A pool on the roof & two gyms lower down & no travel costs to anywhere! You can just walk out to wherever you want to go • Douglas Mawson:Up 8 am, it having been arranged that we should go on at all cost I leading and Xavier in his bag on the sledge Just as I got out at 8 am I found Xavier in a terrible state, having fouled his pants I have a long job cleaning him up then put him in the bag to warm up I have to turn in again also to kill time & keep warm for I feel the cold very much now I hold him down, then he becomes more peaceful & I put him quietly in the bag Death due to fever, weather exposure & want of food• I told him I wouldn’t be able to do the vampire shoot & he was like Why not? so I told him that I didn’t want to do it now & he was like Whatever
(16/4/09, 8/9/09, 4/5/10-12/7/10)
Publications:
- "Vampires". The Imaginary Museum (12/7/2010)
- Catalyst 9 – Export Quality (2012): 38-42.
- Catalyst 9 CD: 11 (2012) [Music by Chris O’Connor / Mark Tupuhi / Delaney Davidson / Julian Marchant / Benjamin James / Mataio Daniela / Jody Lloyd].
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Yes, I felt concerned when he went missing yesterday Tony had tried to do it twice before his lawyer said (or was that his publicist?) kill himself, that is This time was far more serious wandering around Ngaruawahia on his own! He could easily have been killed crossing the road Cynics said it had something to do with Dame Susan Devoy the former Queen of Squash complaining of the misuse of her testimonial for a passport application produced in court with 20 others from “prominent New Zealanders” in support of domestic abuse When celebrities turn on their own it’s never pretty He has been fined & given 300 hours! Oh right, it was his publicist (call her a “media minder”) who explained that the references solicited from sporting stars were alleged to be for a passport because “the sentencing hearing needed to be kept completely confidential” I mean, what did they think? That he was going to fuck off? It’s hard to get these things straight, easy to be fooled by media bias. I mean how many times does a poor guy have to cry on television before we accept that it’s okay to kick a stroppy bitch down some concrete stairs when she gets in your face? It’s just not true that he left her lying there for hours with broken vertebrae I mean, what kind of a man do you take him for? & all that namby-pamby shutting up that she’s been doing angling for sympathy, I call it from women and pinkos and gays the ones who’d turn on any red-blooded guy administering domestic correction They were all over it from the beginning It’s as if they had something to prove
(19/4/09)
Publications:
- "Concern for Tony Veitch's Safety". The Imaginary Museum (19/4/2009)
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[after Heinrich Heine] Es gab den Dolch in deine Hand Ein böser Dämon in der bösen Stunde – Ich weiß nicht, wie der Dämon hieß – Ich weiß nur, daß vergiftet war die Wunde.There was a dagger in your hand a demon in an idle hour I never knew the demon’s name I only felt his stabbing powerIn stillen Nächten denk ich oft, Du solltest mal dem Schattenreich entsteigen Und lösen alle Rätsel mir Und mich von deiner Unschuld überzeugen.On quiet nights I lie & think you should come up from where you are & answer all these doubts for me confirm to me you were a whoreIch harre dein – o komme bald! Und kommst du nicht, so steig ich selbst zur Hölle, Daß ich alldort vor Satanas Und allen Teufeln dich zur Rede stelle.I’m waiting now You’d better show If you won’t come I’ll track you down & there in front of everyone conduct my cross-examinationIch komme, und wie Orpheus einst Trotz ich der Unterwelt mit ihren Schrecken – Ich finde dich, und wolltest du Im tiefsten Höllenpfuhle dich verstecken.gliding like some bright Orpheus across an underworld of fears I’ll find you in the deepest ditch dug out by centuries of tearsHinunter jetzt ins Land der Qual, Wo Händeringen nur und Zähneklappen – Ich reiße dir die Larve ab, Der angeprahlten Großmut Purpurlappen –& in that land of tortured dreams where sinners pay for what they did I’ll cut off the last shreds of skin the trappings of your girlish prideJetzt weiß ich, was ich wissen wollt, Und gern, mein Mörder, will ich dir verzeihen; Doch hindern kann ich nicht, daß jetzt Schmachvoll die Teufel dir ins Antlitz speien.& when I’ve found out what I need to I’d like to pardon you, you know but how can I stop TV scum from vomiting all over you?
(20/4-13/8/09)
Publications:
- "Orpheish". The Imaginary Museum (18/8/2009)
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[with Michele Leggott & Helen Sword] purpose women’s amazeth object master-mistress women’s rolling controlling pleasure a-doting whereupon hast thy false woman’s me created gilding adding nature’s but prick’d with nothing thou than mine passion addition gentle one eyes love wrought acquainted treasure face as man woman’s the thing gazeth thee much an thee hue own for thou steals my woman fell bright by in and painted by wert defeated of and change shifting women’s thy nature and fashion with more but eye in not be men’s a hand all use theirs a first love’s ‘hues’ their till souls heart out she his since for a a of as in she to and is the my false it less thee
(21-23/4/09)
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Publications:
- "Dada Birthday Sonnets to Bill". The Imaginary Museum (23/4/2009)
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Dans la nuit du lundi au mardi 6 avril, on compta vingt-cinq assauts au plastic. – Georges Perec, La Disparition [On Monday night, April 6th, 25 bomb-blasts burst out.]What is Hip-hop? Is it just baggy outfits, bling? Runway fuck-ups turn into a stand-off with Tim Gunn & Nina on our D-day … So what? Wind is blowing hard, rain slanting downwards My Dad hauls in a bag of buns & muffins for his birds’ daily dawn rit- ual Bronwyn (looking guilty) climbs backwards into mor- ning – up at 4 a.m. – now nap- ping till midday. I mooch across to my burrow start to think of Anzacs Chunuk Bair, Malaya lost in a void, our soaks & saints How to honour, how to lay such ghosts? Chill- lax! Just that?
(25/4-18/6/09)
Publications:
- brief 38 (2009): 46-48.
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A story’s something told by somebody to someone at some time said Gertrude Stein So is a lie It begins with one no doubt though hard to say when the desire to transpose creatively / enhance the truth / gild the pill comes over you No doubt your childhood was to blame a deeper truth behind the subterfuge Look at me! Notice me! I’m here! I matter! More than they do, anyway Don’t prefer their blonde hair blue eyes perfect skin & just because the details are all false needn’t mean that it’s not true in a deeper sense You see that heap of lumber over there? This here’s the Argo Every plank has been replaced a dozen times (at least) but it’s still here That there’s the rubbish heap we threw them on
(26/4-18/6/09)
Publications:
- The Argo & The Wahine. By Jack Ross & Bronwyn Lloyd (Auckland: Pania Press, 2009).
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Vor dem Sturm by Theodor Fontane “The German War and Peace" (apparently) I picked it up in Edinburgh & was immediately beguiled the heroine seemed real Renate von Vitzewitz stagey action understated like real life her tragic early death a psychic blow The Pioneers by James Fenimore Cooper I had a plan to read them all The Leatherstocking Novels dutifully ploughed through the first few but this one The drifting snow of its opening pages the meeting on the road the little town in the Big Woods It all seemed true or if not true infinitely desirable but why? Then John Meade Falkner, The Nebuly Coat not one of his most celebrated works (Moonfleet The Lost Stradivarius) but this one had the atmosphere of strange but vital friendships formed in musty towns deep conversations a world one longed to enter Three times it's happened – 3 obscure books – I've never dared reread them Would it happen again? Do I want it to? I wonder It was comforting, entrancing, mystical like waking on your own in the blue room
(29/4-15/11/09)
Publications:
- "Before the Storm". The Imaginary Museum (15/11/2009)
- The Argo & The Wahine. By Jack Ross & Bronwyn Lloyd (Auckland: Pania Press, 2009).
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