- from Family Plot (2016):
- A Traveller on the Road to Emmaus (2/1-29/8/16)
- Drying Out the Bach (3/1/16-1/1/17)
- Bowie at Slane (12/1/16-13/7/17)
- A boy was drowned (13/1/16-13/7/17)
- 3,000 unopened emails (17/1/16-22/10/17)
- New Year (19/1/16-19/10/17)
- Gettysburg (20/1/16-22/10/17)
- Faith Hill (22/1/16-3/9/21)
- Time for an outing (23/1/16-19/10/17)
- We used some (24/1/16-22/10/17)
- Trump said (25/1/16-20/1/17)
- The new laptop (26/1/16-7/5/17)
- Last night the heat got (28/1/16-7/5/17)
- from Canberra Tales (2016)
- Terrorist or theorist? (16/9-4/12/16)
- The President of the Philippines (30/10-24/11/16)
- Grenfell Tower Block Fire (15-21/6/17)
- Feet splayed (6/7-19/10/17)
- Christchurch, 15th March 2019 (19/3-14/4/19)
- Just Like the Others (27-28/10/20)
- Scurvy Grass (6/2-22/7/21)
- The Gulf (for Michele) (25/3-4/9/21)
- Stormy Weather (6/6-27/8/21)
- Bus lanes (12/5-11/8/22)
- No time but the present (for Paula Green) (24/5-7/10/22)
- Insomnia. Homer. Reefed sails ... (after Mandelstam) (24-27/12/22)
- Amerika (after Goethe) (14-15/5/24)
- It was so and not so (after Richard von Sturmer) (19/6/24)
- Unpopular Mechanics: Crossing Auckland for Emma Smith (7-9/9/24)
Family Plot
(2016)
And they drew nigh unto the village, whither they went: and he made as though he would have gone further. But they constrained him, saying, ‘Abide with us: for it is towards evening, and the day is far spent’. And he went in to tarry with them. – Luke 24: 13-15. Wars and rumours of wars even the sparrows look shell-shocked as they huddle on the clothesline seeing the New Year in with beating rain and wind the kitten steals the warm spot on the duvet when I get up for a moment treatises on how best to treat your slaves from ISIS shock when an All-Black tweets corpse-snaps from a refugee village it should have come with a warning prates some Tom Fool so should the world come in and tarry with us even though I don’t believe in you doubt that you ever existed I like to think of that dusty road that traveller joining the others making as though he would have gone further tarry with us a while and bring a friend
(2/1-29/8/16)
Publications:
- Poetry New Zealand Yearbook 2021 [Issue #55]. Ed. Tracey Slaughter. ISBN 978-0-9951354-2-0. Auckland: Massey University Press, 2021: 245-49.
- "The Zero Suite." Papyri (2/5/23)
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Ever since we learned the leaks around the windows couldn’t be fixed by pulling out rusty nails we’ve known it needed a new roof in the meantime a three-day rainstorm means towels round the sills bed on its back books on high alert and now the morning after airing out the place wringing out soaked linen sensing the return of sweat in the form of duty work in the name of peace Tim Powers put it best in The Anubis Gates dark solidifies to crystal rain to residual silt
(3/1/16-1/1/17)
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It was 1987 driving around Ireland in my beat-up Ford with a friend Mike Dean and every five minutes a bit of a song would come on the radio part of a contest for tickets to Bowie’s live concert at Slane and Mike’d shout out Diamond Dogs Ashes to Ashes since it turned out he knew not only the words to everything the Thin White Duke had done to date but all the riffs he tried at one point to explain the greatness of the man I think à propos of the song We built this City no we didn’t he’d shout we didn’t build this city on rock’n’roll no bullshit that’s what it came down to no lies or not such obvious ones in Bowie’s songs which makes me feel sad to read the ridiculous crap in the guise of tributes on the news this morning for someone who was something out of the box not just another exchangeable name It’s a dirty job but someone had to do it as he said one time
(12/1/16-13/7/17)
Publications:
- Poetry New Zealand Yearbook 2022 [Issue #56]. Ed. Tracey Slaughter. ISBN 978-1-991151-11-7. Auckland: Massey University Press, 2022: 207-08.
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sneaking across the river to Slane to listen to David Bowie no matter how good a time everyone had the fact remains a boy was drowned he died doing what he loved cold comfort served up on the news night after night while as for us we drove blithely past the guard towers down the verdant lanes so-and-so was shot over there and this is where they blew up our factory safe as houses tourists in a war-zone just once or twice with a twinge of anxiety my car had GB plates and people did stare can we park here? by the wharf? I’m sure not a problem in the world
(13/1/16-13/7/17)
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Driving back from Timaru he was feeling okay went to the fair and bought some books woke up to hear his car grinding along the median barrier and then last night he managed to stab himself on a stray tack in the floor had to lie down with his foot in the air for me to put a plaster on the puncture the vital importance of due process Health & Safety needs to get involved everyone should get involved talk it all through have a preliminary discussion before thrashing it out in full caucus the subject our inheritance obstacle the church
(17/1/16-22/10/17)
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It takes quite a while for things to crank into their usual chaos no heavy traffic on the road for instance parking places everywhere no replies to emails plaintive cries for rooms to be changed bodies counted classes organised while I sit here typing out old titles from the NZ Poetry Yearbook full of sage reflections on the scandal of Ezra Pound’s Cantos Songs for this that & the other what a lot of singing they did back then the early names of subsequently celebrated writers Jowsey for Ireland I A H Paterson for Alistair and I think to myself that I share this taste for stasis dread to encounter more ghastly bombings what is it with building bombs? when did that become the sine qua non of strong political opinions? but I suppose up lad thews that cumber sunlit pallets never thrive Zero can go back to bed after keeping us up half the night With demands for food and succour but we must endure I’m afraid we must endure
(19/1/16-19/10/17)
Publications:
- "The Zero Suite." Papyri (2/5/23)
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The worst fake beards in the history of cinema Tom Berenger in particular looked like the pirate king in panto but more to the point I never realized so many Confederates detested slavery regretted it hadn’t already been abolished what they were fighting for was liberty of conscience independence pushing back Northern invaders (by invading the North) nor did I know Robert E. Lee had never abandoned a battlefield in the face of the enemy Antietam? so the whole thing was just a ghastly mistake where the Northerners took advantage of their nobler opponents in their mechanistic way In Gods and Generals the prequel we further learn that not only did Jackson too hate slavery but that he used to prance round playing horsey with five-year-old girls and weeping buckets when the latter died he’s crying for all of us for the whole war said an awestruck aide I knew just how he felt
(19/1/16-19/10/17)
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I remember hearing her belting out some anthem looking staunch yet somehow soft and nurturing like a supersonic Delta Goodrem and thinking what an ideal name Faith then Hill solid realities but also (I suppose) that stuff from “Dover Beach” the sea of faith and down the vast edges drear and felt a little better placed to stare out over those naked shingles of the world
(22/1/16-3/9/21)
Publications:
- Titirangi Poets Ezine 11. Ed. Piers Davies (September 2021)
- From the Fringe of Heaven: Titirangi Poets. Ed. Piers Davies, Ron Riddell, Amanda Eason, & Gretchen Carroll. Auckland: Printable Reality, 2022. 103.
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for the boys to monkey island by way of the sea of pillow cases wooden junks plying their trade between the great birds of the mainland and the tiny animalculae so sedulously collected from Browns Bay market until the Gran who knitted up their pipe-cleaner bodies each brandishing a banana above the head to the lips held out to make a point collapsed in harness leaving the owls and caterpillars to mourn
(23/1/16-19/10/17)
Publications:
- Time for an outing. Poem by Jack Ross. Design by Bronwyn Lloyd. Auckland: Pania Press, 2017.
- Poetry Specials. Mosehouse Studio (28/12/2017)
- Poetry Specials: 2008-2018. Papyri (28/12/2017)
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concrete blocks the hollow kind that let the grass grow through to make a carport then took a few out back to plant a herb garden parsley thyme used to step out mid-dish to snip off fronds till it all went to seed now my mother’s not been out the back door in more than a year they’ve grown into massive aberrant plants to match the trampolines around the flats on either side
(24/1/16-22/10/17)
Publications:
- Poetry Shelf Theme Season: Thirteen poems about home. Paula Green, ed.: NZ Poetry Shelf: a poetry page with reviews, interviews & other things (24/6/21)
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… and the Republic summons Ike, the mausoleum in her heart. – Robert Lowell, ‘Inauguration Day: January 1953’that he could stand in the middle of Fifth Avenue and shoot someone and not lose any voters it’s, like, incredible! what he was touching on was the phenomenon of fandom and it was no mirage there really were sufficient boneheads dumb enough to vote for that buffoon no matter how outrageously he talked how stupid his ideas we used to laugh at countries where soap opera stars could win a seat in parliament because they loved them so who’s laughing now?
(25/1/16-20/1/17)
Publications:
- Inauguration Day: January 2017. The Imaginary Museum (20/1/2017)
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won’t work of course because I didn’t have the brains to add the software to all that hardware even though I seemed to be buying half the shop Super-drive Bluetooth mouse and all mod cons I can’t say no swearing went into the installation but what with the new roof on the bach out back the new front porch across the way one gets a slight sense of exposure to the winds of the world to the ‘Oceanic feeling’ teleology
(26/1/16-7/5/17)
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so extreme we dragged our mattress into the living room under the heat pump turned to maximum cold even that didn’t work because the cat confused by the new arrangements meowed all night and kept us up my mother’s memory is quite defective ever since the events of 2012 a migraine said the doctors the aphasia did wear off but now she can’t kickstart her memory she often gets it if reminded but seldom admits to knowing anything it’s hard to explain what it’s like she tells us I believe her what can it feel like to wander in a haze making decisions you go back on five minutes later no longer knowing who your childhood stories happened to? perhaps it’s like these humid nights wrapped in a sweat sheet unable to bear the covers ticking away the time in shapeless fog?
(28/1/16-7/5/17)
Publications:
- "The Zero Suite." Papyri (2/5/23)
My father and my grandmother crossed the Tasman in a flying boat for my uncle’s graduation from Duntroon they took off from Mechanics Bay my father said of Canberra there was only tenuously a city there even by Auckland standards a building trees and fields far off another building like Brasilia
(25/3-4/12/16)
Publications:
- Dianne Firth. Poetry and Place: Catalogue for the Poetry and Place Exhibition, Belconnen Art Centre, 25 August – 17 September 2017. ISBN 978-1-74088-460-0. Canberra: University of Canberra, 2017: 10.
- Poetry Specials: 2008-2018. Papyri (28/12/2017)
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They held a faculty reception at ANU for the visiting professor Frank Kermode said my buddy Claire and somehow she got seated next to him she asked d’you see that mountain over there? he allowed he did I just ran up and down it seven times really? why? to become iron woman! bemused look no doubt a story for High Table back in the real world
(24/3-4/12/16)
Publications:
- Dianne Firth. Poetry and Place: Catalogue for the Poetry and Place Exhibition, Belconnen Art Centre, 25 August – 17 September 2017. ISBN 978-1-74088-460-0. Canberra: University of Canberra, 2017: 10.
- Poetry Specials: 2008-2018. Papyri (28/12/2017)
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Somebody snaffled my cab that first morning at the Premier Hotel I’d rung up to order it half an hour before But after sitting stumm in the lounge I just had to ask it’s coming any moment now said the man on the desk (hastily ordering it) but when it did turn up the cab-driver wouldn’t let me in it was reserved for Paul he said (who turned out to be the guy on the desk) he’d got into trouble that way before at one of the bigger hotels two punters both with the number seven that one turned quite nasty he said
(16/9-4/12/16)
Publications:
- Dianne Firth. Poetry and Place: Catalogue for the Poetry and Place Exhibition, Belconnen Art Centre, 25 August – 17 September 2017. ISBN 978-1-74088-460-0. Canberra: University of Canberra, 2017: 10.
- Poetry Specials: 2008-2018. Papyri (28/12/2017)
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Never write for anyone stupider than yourself – Discuss – Simon Armitage, University of Canberra (2016) The first anxiety is the taxi how to approach again the man at the desk to order me a cab when I glared at him so much the other day • Exposing my ignorance to the visiting writer only took seconds when I revealed that I hadn’t understood the poem by Paul Muldoon that ended with a man sawing a woman in half I’d always assumed it was just that a conjuror practising for the Big Top but no it was a man and a woman doing it he said • are these rules for your own benefit asked the man at the q-&-a or does anyone else agree with them? for myself I admitted then that I’d meant them to be just a teeny bit controversial above all the one about letting THEORY into my poetry mag • I already have one at home said the little boy when the visiting team tried to give him a rugby ball but don’t you want another one? asked the footy star no he replied what for?
(16/9-4/12/16)
Publications:
- Poetry New Zealand Yearbook 2021 [Issue #55]. Ed. Tracey Slaughter. ISBN 978-0-9951354-2-0. Auckland: Massey University Press, 2021: 245-49.
- Poetry Shelf celebrates new books with readings: Ten poets read from Poetry New Zealand Yearbook 2021. Paula Green, ed.: NZ Poetry Shelf: a poetry page with reviews, interviews & other things (14/4/21)
Notes:
- Simon Armitage, UK Poet Laureate 2019-?, was invited to judge the Vice-Chancellor’s International Poetry Prize at the Poetry on the Move: Poetry Adventures on and off the page Festival at the University of Canberra, 6-16 September 2016. As one of three longlist judges, I was invited to join him at a reading. He seems like a very nice man.
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told us his vision last night on the evening news he was in a plane flying back from Japan when he heard a voice who are you? he said it was God I want you to stop using bad language said God so no more slang no more cuss words you could see the reporters wanted to laugh at first but they sobered up fast that morning ten men were shot dead in the street the mayor of a town and all his staff involved in the drug trade they said no cuss words now the doors are open something that used to live out in the cold is shouldering in
(30/10-24/11/16)
Publications:
- The President of the Philippines". The Imaginary Museum (30/10/2016)
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Waving two children onto the ride ahead of you it crashes what does that say about divine mercy or coincidence? they heard them calling out from the upper floors as the flames rose someone threw out a baby someone else caught it the others died
(15-21/6/17)
Publications:
- Grenfell Tower. The Imaginary Museum (19/6/2017).
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apart lightning strikes at the Earth Mother she awakes bedspread turned back on its axis arches bridges clouds fall into creases something breaking through the sky is overhead no roof to it Malinche dreams of Cortés’ son’s return
(6/7-19/10/17)
Publications:
- Poetry Specials: 2008-2018. Papyri (28/12/2017)
- Malinche Dreams. Poem by Jack Ross. Design by Bronwyn Lloyd. Auckland: Pania Press, 2018.
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Du mußt dein Leben ändern – Rainer Maria RilkeDo we have to feel that pixilated head burning behind our eyes? the media keep broadcasting a manacled muscular torso signalling triumph over the dead his fingers cocked to a smirk the score perhaps Jacinda Ardern’s noble face caught in a rictus of grief can’t quite displace the bluntness of his semaphore on this darkest of days it feels like our worst fears were always justified our impotence out in the open for all to see our pain trumped by the old familiar reptile brain but scrolling down those flowers those faces those tears I can’t see them as nothing aren’t they us?
(19/3-14/4/19)
Publications:
- Three Versions from Rilke (2019). Papyri (21/4/19).
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All you have to learn is how to be alone my Dad wrote Admit nothing in his diary in the retirement home I used to duck inside the library at school to foil the wolfpacks go undercover if your earbuds secretly connect to nothing broadcasting silence smile disguise it with a whistle eventually you’ll find the one who shows the sign you need received and understood
(27-28/10/20)
Publications:
- Singlets, Briefs & Shorts: An Anthology of Poems from the Show Me Shorts! New Zealand Short Film Festival 2020. Ed. Trevor M. Landers. PMT Press in association with 99% Press. Auckland: Lasavia Publishing Ltd., 2021. 88-89.
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(for Bronwyn)The other place I landed at was the north point of the Bay where I got as much Sellery and Scurvy grass as loaded the Boat – Captain James Cook (27/10/1769)It’s quite a ways from Napier over the worst of roads but a trip to Tolaga Bay must have seemed something for kids who’d never been there on arrival at the campground Dad went out there may not be much but there is a pub hours later he came back with two velvet paintings he’d blued all their money on we stopped there a year or so ago on a road trip around East Cape the immense beach choked with driftwood the epic wooden pier there were organised walks we didn’t join in a lack of seabird habitats is blamed for the decline in this native plant the rich environments they need no longer plentiful enough
(6/2-22/7/21)
Publications:
- Poetry Specials: 2008-2018. Papyri (28/12/2017)
- Scurvy Grass. Poem by Jack Ross. Design by Bronwyn Lloyd. Auckland, 2022.
- Mike Johnson: A Festschrift. Ed. Trevor Landers. Auckland: www.matatuhitaranaki.ac.nz, 2024)
Notes:
- While visiting Tolaga Bay in New Zealand on his first voyage, Cook noted in his journal on 27 October 1769: "the other place I landed at was the north point of the Bay where I got as much Sellery and Scurvy grass as loaded the Boat." - P. J. Lange & D.A. Norton (1996). "To what New Zealand plant does the vernacular 'scurvy grass' refer?". New Zealand Journal of Botany. 34 (3): 417–420.
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(for Michele Leggott) There was a moment just a moment in The Gulf when I found myself able to believe that the head-down cop in her bullet-proof vest holding her arms out like a bear was willing to die to save the child she’d freed from her Dad and that I might just be too
(25/3-4/9/21)
Publications:
- Michele 2021: A Birthday Festschrift for Michele Joy Leggott (18/10/21)
Notes:
- The reference is to episode 3, season 1, of NZ TV series The Gulf (2019).
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Do I have your permission to dress you? After you lose the weight? I suppose it comes down to the choice between Derek Jarman and Peter Greenaway those were the stakes in Edinburgh some thirty years ago when I went to the Filmhouse daily On the one hand Jarman’s Tempest I wanted to hear them sing Stormy Weather that’s why I made the film On the other Prospero’s Books a torrent of images books being drowned in the sea legions of nude extras playing chess with their bodies On one side The Last of England an old ripped t-shirt and a boy choking down raw cabbage on the other The Draughtman’s Contract inexplicable alphabets of symbolism a mind-numbing tour-de-force it’s what got me here (wherever here is) I’m very excited about the brooches I like to see you in that peacock shirt
(6/6-27/8/21)
Publications:
- Stormy Weather. Live Encounters Aotearoa New Zealand Poets & Writers Special Edition. Guest Ed. Lincoln Jaques. Live Encounters: Free Online Magazine from Planet Earth. Ed. Mark Ulyseas (April 2023).
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are fucking brilliant slipping you past all the stalled traffic out in Otherworld likewise that looming skyline hypodermic poised to vaccinate a queasy sky is it wrong this ease of access V.I.P. entry? better than the half-hour in the café yesterday knowing we’d ordered lunch not knowing they’d forgotten the kitchen printer had run dry
(12/5-11/8/22)
Publications:
- Stormy Weather. Live Encounters Aotearoa New Zealand Poets & Writers Special Edition. Guest Ed. Lincoln Jaques. Live Encounters: Free Online Magazine from Planet Earth. Ed. Mark Ulyseas (April 2023).
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(for Paula Green) No time but the present. That’s not quite it, is it? No time like the present is the usual phrase. Do it now, in other words – don’t put it off. But, as H. G. Wells’s Time Traveller explains so clearly in the story, there’s no such thing as an instantaneous object: it must have duration, as well as height, length and breadth, in order to be perceived (let alone possessed) by us. Now is a moment which is over so quickly that it’s only perceptible in the rearview mirror, as a part of the long spool of experience unwinding behind us. So all we really have is the past – that is to say, the memory of what is already done and dusted. But do we have that, even? It’s no longer with us, so I’d have to say no – all we have, then, is that quavering moment, poised on “Time’s toppling wave,” in W. H. Auden’s phrase. But since we can’t perceive it till it’s over, you could argue that all we have is anticipation: the prospect of what the next moment will bring. You’d think that might make us a bit less greedy: less determined to collect the leavings of all these moments, past and to come, and more prepared to enjoy them to the uttermost. We’re only conscious for a small part of the time allotted to us: there’ll never be any more of it, so let’s dance.
(24/5-7/10/22)
Publications:
- Poetry Shelf Occasional Poems. Paula Green, ed.: NZ Poetry Shelf: a poetry page with reviews, interviews, and other things (7/10/22)
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Бессоница, Гомер, тугие паруса ... Бессоница, Гомер, тугие паруса. Я список кораблей прочел до середины ... Сей длинный выводок, сей поезд журавлиный, Что над Элладою когда-то поднялся. Как журавлиный клин в чужие рубежи На головаx царей божественная пена ... Куда плывете вы? Когда бы не Элена, Что Троя вам одна, аxейские мужи?? И море и Гомер все движимо любовью.. Куда же деться мне? И вот, Гомер молчит.. И море Черное витийствуя шумит И с страшным гроxотом подxодит к изголовью ... - Осип Мандельштам (1915)• Insomnia. Homer. Reefed sails. I've read halfway through the ship catalogue; this inbred tribe, this siege of cranes which once took flight from Hellas. A wedge of cranes into foreign shores drenching your kings with spray ... Where are you going? If not for Helen, what would Troy matter to you, men of Achaea? The sea and Homer are moved by love. Where should I turn? Homer is silent. The Black Sea roars, booms up the beach to my bed.
(24-27/12/22)
Publications:
- Acquisitions (82): Homer. A Gentle Madness (18/12/2022)
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Den Vereinigten Staaten Amerika, du hast es besser Als unser Kontinent, der alte, Hast keine verfallenen Schlösser Und keine Basalte. Dich stört nicht im Innern, Zu lebendiger Zeit, Unnützes Erinnern Und vergeblicher Streit. Benutzt die Gegenwart mit Glück! Und wenn nun Eure Kinder dichten, Bewahre sie ein gut Geschick Vor Ritter-, Räuber- und Gespenstergeschichten. - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (1831)• America you're better off than our continent the old one you've got no fallen castles no ruins to build on your inner life is free of futile strife and fruitless memory live in the moment good luck to you and when your kids write poetry try to keep them well away from robbers ghosts and chivalry
(14-15/5/24)
Publications:
- The Other Side. The Imaginary Museum (15/5/2024)
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(after Richard von Sturmer) As we approached the square I said to Bronwyn I bet we’ll see Farrell there he always comes to these sorts of things sure enough there he was I didn't go over to say hello we had a nice spot in the shade and he looked okay with his friends it took a long time to get going there were lots of speeches they ranged from impassioned to business-like they taught us some chants which I promptly forgot but once we started they mostly came back we felt very virtuous walking along some ladies with parcels came out of a dress-shop we shouted WHILE YOU'RE SHOPPING BOMBS ARE DROPPING but they didn't look too abashed it was hard to keep pace with the people in front I'd bought a big flag and it flapped in the faces of the people behind unless I held it high which I found very tiring Bronwyn wore her flag draped round her shoulders which was handy when it came on to rain the loudspeakers were a trial a chant would start up next to my head which is bad for my hearing aids they can't handle quick changes in ambient noise we had to stop every time we came to an intersection which caused the procession to contract like a snake most of the chants I agreed with but not all of them I went silent for those eventually we decided to go home when we reached downtown and a new set of speeches began the buses weren't running because of the demonstration so we had to walk quite a way it was coming down pretty hard by then but such a relief to run in the rain
(19/6/24)
Publications:
- "It was so and not so.” John Geraets. broaches (8/9/24)
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Relying on Kylie the GPS voice to route us round the roadworks at the entrance we drove into the campus found a parking place no payment needed after 4 pm walked over to the exhibition space past the table of refreshments quite a spread wine fruit-juice grapes chips dips then into the high L-shaped room Emma was around the bend three paintings on one wall the other facing them grey roiling clouds a few brave emblems flapping in the wind like shards of Pharaoh’s army drowned in the Red Sea caught as a Renaissance painter might if they wanted to display their dexterity then after a few words with Emma handing her a book for Will my erstwhile publisher we went out past the kids walked over to the car and drove off on our way back home two hours from go to woe on the way out I waited for the red light for right-turning traffic rather than the free left turn
(7-9/9/24)
Publications:
- Emma Smith: The Municipal Gardens (5-6 October 2024). Auckland: The Waiting Room, 2024.
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