Showing posts with label 2010. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2010. Show all posts

Saturday

Uncollected Poems (2010-2015)


Bronwyn Lloyd: The Nightingale (2013)


  1. from Celanie (2010)
    1. Lunch [after Lady Daibu & Lydia Ginzburg] (28/4-11/7/10)
    2. Mr Lennon [after Charles Darwin] (3/5-11/7/10)
    3. Maggie’s Farm [after Ian McEwan & Margaret Thatcher] (4/5-16/7/10)
    4. Badlands [after Jonathan Raban] (22/4-16/7/10)
  2. Hamilton Stations of the Cross (23/4-7/5/11)
  3. Britain's Missing Top Model (23-7/5/11)
  4. Shorts:
    1. At the Magician's House (23/4-9/5/11)
    2. Destructive Element (3/2-9/5/11)
    3. Dollarton (8/2/11)
    4. Petition (8/2-9/5/11)
  5. Cook on Easter Island (12-16/5/11)
  6. Dark Night Reading in Titirangi (1/8/11)
  7. Oracle Couplets (26/8-30/9/11)
  8. Haiku:
    1. Shambling (7/9/11)
    2. CARIB 4WD (7/9/11)
    3. Peach blossom (12/10/11)
  9. The Nightingale (after Marie de France) (31/10/11-14/1/12)
  10. [Guillaume Apollinaire]: Poèmes à Lou, XXII: Poème du 9 février 1915 (2012)
  11. from Jueju (2013)
    1. Red Cliffs (after Su Shi) (6/9-17/10/13)
    2. Returning to Auckland after Dark (after Su Shi) (6/9-1/10/13)
    3. Spring Morning (after Li Qing Zhao) (6/9-1/10/13)
    4. Rural Life (after Xin Qi Ji) (6/9-1/10/13)
  12. Wallace Stevens Meets the Hole-in-the-Wall Gang (6/9-1/10/13)
  13. The Counterfeiters (2-9/11/13)






Reading these letters doubled with poems is also to delimit the space where Celan habitually deployed his language, and which he referred to – not entirely seriously – as his “Celanie”: the Rue des Ecoles, the Rue de Lota, the Rue de Montevideo, the Rue de Longchamp, the Rue d’Ulm, the Rue Cabanis (Faculty Clinic, Saint-Anne), the Rue Tournefort and Avenue Émile Zola …

– Bertrand Badiou, “Notice Editoriale”. In Paul Celan & Gisèle Celan-Lestrange. Correspondance (1951-1970). 2 vols. Librairie du XXIe siècle (Paris: Éditions du Seuil, 2001): 2: 10.


  1. Lunch [after Lady Daibu & Lydia Ginzburg] (28/4-11/7/10)
  2. Three fits (6/4-16/7/10)
  3. Mr Lennon [after Charles Darwin] (3/5-11/7/10)
  4. Substitutes only need apply (12/4-18/6/09)
  5. Maggie’s Farm [after Ian McEwan & Margaret Thatcher] (4/5-16/7/10)
  6. “The archaeologist of the present day” (5/4-18/6//09)
  7. Badlands [after Jonathan Raban] (22/4-16/7/10)
  8. April Fool’s Day (1/4-18/6/09)
  9. Leave [after Paul Celan] (8/2-25/4/10)


(24-25/8/10)

Publications:
  • "Celanie.” All Together Now: A Digital Bridge for Auckland and Sydney / Kia Kotahi Rā: He Arawhata Ipurangi mō Tamaki Makau Rau me Poihākena (March-September 2010).







[After Lady Daibu & Lydia Ginzburg]


Such was the upheaval in our world at the time of Juei and Genryaku 
that whatever I may call it – dream, illusion, tragedy – no words 
can possibly describe it: the lull of the siege day.

What can I say, what am I to feel about that autumn when I heard 
that those whom I knew were soon to be leaving the capital? Lunch 
was always a break.

None of us had known when it might happen, and faced with the actual 
event, we were all stunned, those of us who saw it with our own eyes 
and those who heard about it from afar. The earlier lunches cut 
across the day.

At that time, when all was in uproar and such disquieting rumours 
were reaching us, Sukemori was a First Secretary to the Emperor and 
seemed to have little time away from his duties. Lunch brings with 
it not only indolence and drowsiness, but also a sense of the onset 
of decrepitude, old age, exhaustion, the dying of the day.

On these occasions he would tell me, just as though it were a normal 
thing to say: “These troubles have now reached the point where there 
can be no doubt that I, too, shall number among the dead.” Now that 
people were in primitive dependence on time, the feeling of the dying 
day was especially concrete.

In the post-lunch depression the sense of over-satiety was now 
replaced by disappointment, and an exasperation brought on by the 
swiftness of lunch. Tears were my only reply.


(28/4-11/7/10)

Publications:
  • "Celanie.” All Together Now: A Digital Bridge for Auckland and Sydney / Kia Kotahi Rā: He Arawhata Ipurangi mō Tamaki Makau Rau me Poihākena (24/8/10).







[After Charles Darwin]


Started at midday for Mr Lennon's estate
the road passed through
a vast extent of forest
on the road we saw many beautiful birds

The slaves here appeared miserably over-worked
& badly clothed
we were obliged to have a black man
clear the way with a sword

On arriving at the estate
there was a most violent & disagreeable quarrel
between Mr Lennon & his agent
which quite prevented us from wishing to remain there

(In the evening it rained very hard
I suffered from the cold)
During Mr. Lennon's quarrel with his agent
he threatened to sell at public auction

an illegitimate mulatto child
to whom Mr Cowper was much attached
There's a more sinister way of looking at it
yet I will pledge myself that in humanity

Mr Lennon is above the common run of men


(3/5-11/7/10)

Publications:
  • "Celanie.” All Together Now: A Digital Bridge for Auckland and Sydney / Kia Kotahi Rā: He Arawhata Ipurangi mō Tamaki Makau Rau me Poihākena (24/8/10).







[After Ian McEwan & Margaret Thatcher]
	

How can a novelist achieve atonement when, with her absolute
power of deciding outcomes, she is also God?
    I have a problem, it is the Government's job to cope with it!

In her imagination she has set the limits and the terms
    I have a problem, I will go and get a grant to cope with it!

There is no one, no entity or higher form that she can appeal to, 
or be reconciled with, or that can forgive her
    I am homeless, the Government must house me!

There is nothing outside
    Who is society? There is no such thing!

No atonement for God, or novelists, even if they are atheist
    People look to themselves first

It was always an impossible task, and that was precisely the point
    Life is a reciprocal business
    & people have got the entitlements too much in mind

without the obligations


(4/5-16/7/10)

Publications:
  • "Celanie.” All Together Now: A Digital Bridge for Auckland and Sydney / Kia Kotahi Rā: He Arawhata Ipurangi mō Tamaki Makau Rau me Poihākena (24/8/10).







[After Jonathan Raban]


Aged 47
he chucked up everything
& just cleared off

Lacking a past of his own
he hoped to find
a history that would fit

A dead woodpecker 
on the floor
mud-igloos on the walls

•	

The letters B L M
– Bureau of Land Management –
are recorded several times

On page 3 of the ledger
a ringed figure shows up
like a Homeric epithet

How do you turn
2.54 debit
into five thousand, six hundred & eighty-eight dollars ninety?

•	

To lay a floor like that
was the work 
of a true believer

These houses
prairie schooners
lonely derelicts

awash in grass
a nest
for the neighbourhood birds


(22-27/4/10)

Publications:
  • "Celanie.” All Together Now: A Digital Bridge for Auckland and Sydney / Kia Kotahi Rā: He Arawhata Ipurangi mō Tamaki Makau Rau me Poihākena (24/8/10).







Around Station 10
    I found myself
        boxed in

by a baby carriage
    as the crowd
        filled up

behind    in front
    a water-maze
        outlined

by floating lights
    with a soprano
        singing

something from Mozart's
    Requiem
        I felt

as I once felt
    in Bangalore at
        that shrine

to the elephant-headed
    god Ganesha
        trapped
	
in the crush
    lost soul
        unable

to breathe


(23-7/5/11)

Publications:
  • The Winding Stair. Ed. Ila Selwyn & Lesley Smith. Titirangi: Lopdell House, 2011. 22-23.







I've only got
one hand
I'd like to be

a fashion model
Trying on her jeans
she finds a rip

on the morning
of her interview
with the Agency

This day can only go
uphill from here
heroic

nervous to the point
of near-paralysis
she manages to smile

at the brusque no-nonsense
manager
embrace the team

sit quietly while they
critique her
32 23 35

(too hippy)
23 (too old)
& then debate

her fate
cries when they say
they'll represent her

I need to tell my Mum


(23-7/5/11)

Publications:
  • Britain’s Missing Top Model. Poem by Jack Ross. Design by Bronwyn Lloyd. Pania Singles 2. Auckland: Pania Press, December 25, 2011.
  • Poetry Specials: 2008-2018. Papyri (28/12/2017)





Shorts

In the destructive element immerse
– Joseph Conrad (1897)







Karl's premonition at
the waterfall Let's
leave It's awful here A
week later they heard
on Sensing Murder
there'd been 3 bodies
found there


(23/4-9/5/11)

Publications:
  • The Winding Stair. Ed. Ila Selwyn & Lesley Smith. Titirangi: Lopdell House, 2011. 22-23.







CYCLONE BABY
BEING BORN IN
CAIRNS The baby
will not be called Yasi
said the English 
midwife Akiko does
n't like that name at all
She added that the
parents didn't know
the sex yet but
expected it to be
born in the next few
hours


(3/2-9/5/11)

Publications:







You see the dilem
ma? on the one hand
our instinctive o
beisance to Na
ture John Cowper Po
wys nodding to the
stones Malcolm Lowry
identifying
with the survival
of his pier at Dol
larton a facile
kinship with the de
structive element
designed to keep it out
side in the storm


(8/2/11)

Publications:







You are duty bound to
help the activities are
malicious menacing &
happening now do not
rely on other people I
am in fear of my life I
am seeking justice for
my stolen life I am open
to all offers of assistance
telecoms and industry
bodies must stop all
polluting frequency use
fix this problem now
this is a legal demand


(8/2-9/5/11)

Publications:







The island is full of statues
some in groups

on platforms of masonry
others fixed in the earth

& that not deep
the shade of one of these

a little past two o'clock
was sufficient to shelter

nearly thirty persons
we saw not an animal

of any sort
& but few birds

the captain determined to sail
the next morning

since nothing was to be obtained
that could make it worth his while

to stay


(12-16/5/11)

Publications:
  • Poetry NZ 44 (2012): 83-84.

Notes:
  • Source: Captain Cook’s Voyages of Discovery. Ed. John Barrow. 1860. Everyman’s Library, 99. 1906. Introduction by G. N. Pocock. 1941. London: J. M. Dent & Sons / New York: E. P. Dutton & Co., 1954. 162-63..







Reading in Titirangi                      La noche oscura
                                        


The song of some souls who felt          Canciones del alma que      
pretty chuffed to have reached           se goza de haber llegado
that high state of perfection            al alto estado de la
which consists of being asked            perfección, que es la
(& paid!) to read out your own           unión con Dios, por el
poetry in public, then have it           camino de la negación
reprinted in a special limited-          espiritual.
edition chapbook ...     


In the late afternoon                    En una noche oscura,
anxious about rush-hour traffic          con ansias en amores inflamada,
(not to mention the parking!)            (¡oh dichosa ventura!)
we drove off to Devonport                salí sin ser notada,
to pick up Michele Leggott               estando ya mi casa sosegada.

Fortunately she was ready                A oscuras y segura,
already & even agreed                    por la secreta escala disfrazada,
to leave Olive behind                    (¡oh dichosa ventura!)
since there was so little room           a oscuras y en celada,
in the car for a guide-dog               estando ya mi casa sosegada.

On the motorway                          En la noche dichosa,
no-one noticed                           en secreto, que nadie me veía,
as I chose the wrong turn-off            ni yo miraba cosa,
& had to go round again                  sin otra luz ni guía 
to find the right exit                   sino la que en el corazón ardía.

Bronwyn was determined                   Aquésta me guïaba
to check out the exhibitions             más cierta que la luz del mediodía,
in the Lopdell House Gallery             adonde me esperaba
I’d set my sights                        quien yo bien me sabía,
on Murray Gray’s bookshop                en parte donde nadie parecía. 

O Café that welcomed us!                 ¡Oh noche que me guiaste!,
O waiter who made such a song & dance    ¡oh noche amable más que el alborada!,
over pouring out wine!                   ¡oh noche que juntaste
O elegant curly fries                    amado con amada,
& soft, buttery loaves!                  amada en el amado transformada!

When we finally roused ourselves         En mi pecho florido,
to tool off to the venue                 que entero para él solo se guardaba,
in the ramshackle old lift               allí quedó dormido,
we found half the punters                y yo le regalaba,
flushed & loud on mulled wine            y el ventalle de cedros aire daba.

The musicians on stage                   El aire de la almena,
were strumming & bashing                 cuando yo sus cabellos esparcía,
their drums & guitars                    con su mano serena
so we settled in                         en mi cuello hería,
for a bit of a siege                     y todos mis sentidos suspendía.

I found after a while                    Quedéme y olvidéme,
I was starting to enjoy it               el rostro recliné sobre el amado,
even after the crowd heckled             cesó todo, y dejéme,
my attempts                              dejando mi cuidado
to speak French                          entre las azucenas olvidado.

In the late evening                      En una noche oscura,
avoiding the rush                        con ansias en amores inflamada,
from the Lopdell House carpark           (¡oh dichosa ventura!)
we drove back from Titirangi             salí sin ser notada,
to drop off Michele                      estando ya mi casa sosegada.

We got back to the flat                  A oscuras y segura,
more dead than alive                     por la secreta escala disfrazada,
to find the cat yawning                  (¡oh dichosa ventura!)
(unaware we’d been gone!)                a oscuras y en celada,
so we turned off the lights              estando ya mi casa sosegada.

& crawled straight into bed              – San Juan de la Cruz
                                                (1577-78) 


(1/8/11)







Lugosi's Children, curated by Bronwyn Lloyd (2011)


  1. Disappointment is forever. Hope renews itself each day.
  2. Remember the tennis court oath: No Right Turn!
  3. Only deceit can come from deceitful mouths
  4. Look outwards. Great opportunities await.
  5. The horizon rises and falls but the path is certain
  6. As Spring approaches cracks appear in the ice.
  7. Hover on the wind – that is your element.
  8. The voice has faltered But the talking cure goes on.
  9. A migrating bird makes its nest on the waves of the sea.
  10. Enough, or too much? Turn the mirror around.
  11. A thousand blessings fall on the soul that dares.
  12. Industry is its own reward Make and do.
  13. Turning your face from the name. Turning your feet from the path.
  14. Ask the Dream Oracle in the Mirror World about your second self.
  15. The path that forks off from the narrow way traverses mountains.
  16. When the horizon is obscured, it’s raining. When the horizon is clear, it’s going to rain.
  17. The stick insect walks on the surface of the flowing stream.
  18. On a foggy day sightlines stretch forever.
  19. The mind is a diamond shining despite its setting.
  20. A direct gaze scares off the timid approach.
  21. Acting on the impossible. Living on the slope of the volcano.
  22. Look above the landscape Follow the hurrying clouds.
  23. Handle a hundred pieces of jade Cherish a thousand handfuls of air
  24. The power of stillness resists the waves of the sea.
  25. The nose is not the issue. Look for the cause elsewhere.
  26. The only ghosts that frighten you come from within.
  27. In the black forest you wait for a word in the heart.
  28. The long view is the true view. Raise your head.
  29. The change you desire is around the very next bend.
  30. The dead have no desires. Rain has no memory.
  31. The quiver holds six arrows. All will be required.
  32. In a thousand futures everything comes to pass.
  33. You ask a question to hear what you know already.
  34. A rock feels what it can feel - memories of fire.
  35. Fear besets the barque of the years. The sun comes up and turns the ocean to gold.
  36. Writing in moonlight ink freezes on the tip of your pen.
  37. The sickle reaps the field it has sown. A thousand blows cannot disturb the tower of hands.
  38. The Persian King wept when he thought in a hundred years his army would all be dead.
  39. Interrogate your dreams. How many corridors do you walk down in sleep?
  40. When you wake up are you a butterfly dreaming you are human?
  41. None of us deserves anything. All of us deserve everything.
  42. The act of asking a question sets ripples in motion across the stillest pond.
  43. The cat lies in the sun then shifts into the shadow.
  44. Don’t hurry the seasons. Wait till the Spring has come.
  45. A life is a long time. Be happy underground.
  46. It seems to look into the street. Its eyes are glass.
  47. The Monkey King was pinned under the mountain for a thousand years. He did not learn contentment.
  48. Your reward is coming soon. It will be what you need.
  49. Your question emphasises doubt. Don’t act as if you feel it.
  50. Beauty is a firefly in the night. A speck of ash in a furnace.
  51. Long enough to do all that you need to do.
  52. Your love will last. Its object may be the same.
  53. Whatever you achieve brings joy with it and sorrow.
  54. The ant burrows in the side of the hill. A pebble is a mountain to him.
  55. The bird flies above the hill. All it discerns is movement.
  56. The change has come already. Open your eyes.
  57. In the midst of pain one can still feel the desire to know more.
  58. Words are hard to trust in. They tell you more than you seek to know.
  59. There is no safety. There is only life.
  60. Clear your mind. Don’t try to steer the void.
  61. If your heart is in what you do energy will be given.
  62. Tigers cannot be tamed. The jungle is their home.
  63. The baby is a source of joy. Joy transforms everything.
  64. To be still in the middle of stillness To act in the midst of change.
  65. Watch your sister’s eyes. See what they follow.
  66. Step further back. Don’t ask ‘could’ but ‘should’.
  67. The fabric of the night shadows all who stand under it.
  68. Ask and it will be given Under the protection
  69. Give back what you’re given Don’t hold back.
  70. Speech sounds harsh after silence. Persevere.
  71. A fish lives in the water. Can it be successful on dry land?
  72. Change of skies denotes a change of heart.
  73. Ice moves across a scoured landscape. Lichen grows on the rocks.
  74. You’ve already left. Look around before you close the door.
  75. Your joy will be accompanied by grief. How else would you know the difference?
  76. The cicada’s song stops when you get too near.
  77. Try giving it away Then you’ll see.
  78. Happiness lies in yourself not in what you own.
  79. At a quantum level nothing can be known for sure.
  80. The goldfish swims around the bowl and meets itself.
  81. Your paths diverge in the forest. Who knows if they will meet again?
  82. The roots of the birch tree spread further than you can know.
  83. Write a letter to yourself White tracks in the snow
  84. Swans guard their lake. Learn to be a swan.
  85. Only when you are lost can you start to see the way.
  86. The water sits at the bottom of the well The weight of the mountain cannot move it.
  87. Joy in the world outside Trust in the world within
  88. Clear your mind Open your eyes behind their lids
  89. Red is the colour of riches Gold is the colour of spring
  90. If you walk far enough You'll meet yourself returning
  91. Open the door Walk out into the garden
  92. Follow the circle round and round You'll never find an end
  93. Don't look at the summit Climb one ridge at a time
  94. One law for the All Black or the reject is expectation
  95. At the end of a year the project turns back on itself
  96. The word enlarges The 'I' becomes an 'eye'
  97. Walk in the forest until you find a clearing
  98. Nothing stays the same Change or die
  99. Solder the broken wire It will come out stronger
  100. From inside the mirror reflections seem like shadows
  101. A pouty face sees nothing but itself.
  102. Be a wolf in the night A seashell in the day
  103. We accept your libation A drop of wine for the fates


(26/8-30/9/11)

Publications:
  • Lugosi's Children. Curated by Bronwyn Lloyd (Auckland: Objectspace, 27/8-1/10/2011).





Haiku:







across the road
looking at nothing
except your phone


(7/9/11)






As enjoyable as communing with
Nature is the comfort of cruising
through the tree-line boulevard


(7/9/11)






on the windscreen
as we set off
to work


(12/10/11)






(after Marie de France)


The story that I’ll tell today
the Bretons made into a lay:
Laüstic they called the tale
French rossignol – or nightingale.
   By Saint Malo there was a town
famed far and wide, of great renown.
Two knights lived there in luxury:
fine houses, servants, horses, money.
One had married a lady fair
wise, discreet and debonair
(she kept her temper wonderfully
considering her company).
The other was a bachelor
well known among the townsfolk there
for his courage and his courtesy
and for treating people honourably.
   He went to all the tournaments,
(neglecting solider investments)
and loved the wife of his neighbour.
He begged so many boons from her
she felt he had to be deserving
and loved him more than anything –
as much for the good he’d done before
as for the fact he lived next door.
   Wisely and well they loved each other
avoiding undue fuss and bother
by keeping everything discreet.
This was the way they managed it:
because their houses stood side by side
there wasn’t much they couldn’t hide
behind those solid walls of stone.
The lady, when she was alone,
would go to the window of her room
and lean across to talk to him.
They swapped small tokens of their love:
he from below, she from above.
   Nothing interfered with them.
No-one noticed, or poked blame.
However, they could not aspire
to reach the peak of their desire
because there was so strict a guard
on all her movements. It was hard,
but still they had the consolation
of leaning out in any season
to exchange sighs across the gap.
No-one could stop that access up.
   They loved each other for so long
that summer came – green buds, birdsong:
the orchards waxed into full bloom
bringing amorous airs with them,
and little birds carolled their joy
from the tip of every spray.
The knight and lady of whom I speak
felt their resistance growing weak –
when love wafts out from every flower
it’s no surprise you feel it more!
   At night, when the moon shone outside,
she’d leave her husband sleeping, glide
wrapped only in a mantle, till
she fetched up at the window sill.
Her lover did the selfsame thing,
sat by his window pondering,
and there he’d watch her half the night.
This simple act gave them delight.
   So often did she do it that
her husband started to smell a rat.
He asked her where she went at night
and why she rose before first light.
   “Sir,” the lady said to him,
“It’s more than just a passing whim.
I hear the nightingale sing
and have to sit here listening.
So sweet his voice is in the night
to hear it is supreme delight,
the joy it gives me is so deep
I can’t just close my eyes and sleep.”
   Her husband heard this glib reply
and laughed once: coarsely, angrily.
He thought at once of thwarting her
by catching the bird in a snare.
his serving men were rounded up
and put to work on net and trap
to hang on every single tree 
in his entire property.
   They wove so many strings and glue
the bird was caught without ado.
When the nightingale was caught
they brought it living to the knight.
This exploit pleased him mightily;
he went at once to see his lady.
   “Lady,” said he, “where are you?
Come here; this concerns you too.
I’ve snared that little bird, whose song
has been keeping you awake so long.
Now you can sleep the whole night through,
Rest easy: he won’t bother you.”
   When the lady heard him speak,
she felt crestfallen and heart-sick.
She asked a favour of her lord,
if she could have the little bird.
At that he did something macabre,
snapped its neck in front of her,
and threw the body at her dress
to bloody it above the breast.
Then he stalked out of her door. 
   The lady picked it from the floor,
and sobbing, called a living curse
on those who’d made her prison worse 
by hanging nets in every tree
to snare the bird who set her free.
   “Alas,” said she, “I am undone!
I can no longer rise alone
and sit by the window every night
to watch my lover, my sweet knight.
There is one thing I’m certain of:
He will believe he’s lost my love
unless I tell him what’s occurred.
By sending him the little bird
I’ll warn him of what’s befallen me.”
   She wrapped it in embroidery
and cloth of gold, and asked a page
to deliver this last little package
to her friend who lived next door.
   The page walked over to their neighbour, 
saluted him on her behalf,
and gave what he’d been asked to give:
the bird’s body, the lady’s message.
   When he understood the damage
his love had done to this lady
the young man did not take it lightly.
He had a cup made out of gold,
studded with precious stones, and sealed
against the corrosive outer air.
He put the nightingale in there,
then shut it in its little tomb
and took it everywhere with him.
   The tale could not be hidden long
so it was made into a song.
Breton poets tell the tale;
they call it “The Nightingale.”


(31/10/11-14/1/12)

Publications:








Guillaume Apollinaire: Calligramme (1915)


Reconnais-toi	                              Recognise yourself
cette adorable personne c’est toi    this adorable person is you
sous le grand chapeau caroline	      under the big Carolina hat
oeil	                                                     eye
nez	                                                    nose
la bouche	                                           mouth
voici l’ovale de la figure	   here is the oval of your face
ton cou	                                               your neck
et puis	                                                and then
un peu plus bas	                                a bit lower down
c’est ton coeur qui bat	              there’s your beating heart
ni	                                                     nor
ci confus	                           should we mix with it
l’impure	                                      the impure
par le mirage	                              through the mirage
de ton buste adoré	                    of your loved breast
un comma	                                         a comma
à travers un nuage	                         through a cloud

- trans. Jack Ross (2012)



Publications:





Xu Yuan Zhong, trans. Golden Treasury of Chinese Lyrics:
Chinese-English / Chinese Phonetic Alphabet
(1990)





(2013)


lyrics were originally songs written to a certain tune by unknown authors for beautiful songstresses to sing in wine shops or at farewell banquets

– Xu Yuan Zhong, Golden Treasury of Chinese Lyrics


  1. Transcultural Imaginaries (for Yang Lian) (18-23/6/13)
  2. Make-Up (after Wen Tingyun) (6/9-1/10/13)
  3. On City Streets (after Wang Anshi) (6/9-30/10/13)
  4. Hunting in Palmerston (after Su Shi) (6/9-17/10/13)
  5. 40 Bogan Anthems (after Axl Rose) (24/8-5/9/13)
  6. Red Cliffs (after Su Shi) (6/9-17/10/13)
  7. Returning to Auckland after Dark (after Su Shi) (6/9-1/10/13)
  8. Inferno 13 (after Dante Alighieri) (21/8-1/10/13)
  9. Spring Morning (after Li Qing Zhao) (6/9-1/10/13)
  10. Rural Life (after Xin Qi Ji) (6/9-1/10/13)
  11. Thinking of My Father (after Liu Ke Zhang) (6/9-17/10/13)







(after Su Shi)

The Empire, long divided, must unite; long united, must divide.
    – Luo Guanzhong



I watched Red Cliff
the movie    that is
subtitled    hard to follow
for those unacquainted with

The Three Kingdoms
the Peach Garden Oath
the Empire divided
into South & East & West

Disgraceful really
to fixate on such things
when the mud-walls roll down
to carry whole towns away

when the last home left
is besieged by taxmen
when the heroes of Tiananmen
Square

lie in their rows
forgiven
        not forgotten
as the Corrs would say


(6/9-17/10/13)






(after Su Shi)

their theme is usually parting and sorrow of lonely woman
    – Xu Yuan Zhong



Drinking at evening in the airport bar
I try the pinot gris then the Monteiths
the Jetstar flight’s on time    surprise surprise
even a little early maybe

will Bronwyn be awake
when I get home?
or Zero perhaps
 – less liable to forgive

my absences?
What can I do but listen to the sea
pounding on Mairangi Bay beach
like the hum of the supermarket

air-conditioning units?
audible    strangely
halfway up the hill
rather than where we are

She’s off herself
on Saturday morning
Zero & I 
will hold the fort alone


(6/9-1/10/13)

Publications:







(after Li Qing Zhao)

The lyric, an expression of the human heart and mind, and of 
human perception of the world, is one path leading to an 
understanding of beauty and goodness.
    – Miao Yueh



The red should languish
    & the green should grow
on the crab-apple tree
    she said

I’m forced to remind myself
    of Jack Reacher’s rules
There aren’t any
    Spem successus alit
	
success breeds hope
    or failure, for that matter
languid reflections
    this side

of the blind


(6/9-1/10/13)






(after Xin Qi Ji)

I was the giant great and still
That sits upon the pillow-hill,
And sees before him, dale and plain,
The pleasant land of counterpane.
    – Robert Louis Stevenson



Missing a wedding is nothing
    to be proud of
but when you have a good excuse
    like a hastily improvised

trip to Melbourne
    for a ‘cultural weekend’
you feel somehow absolved
    of the need to account

for your actions
    even when 
you’ve been planning this evasion 
    for months    for years

if you like
    & are living up to your rep
(once again)
    as the ‘irresponsible ones’


(6/9-1/10/13)






Let be be finale of seem
    – The Emperor of Ice-Cream

Who’s to say it couldn’t have happened? the young Wallace Stevens born in 1879 in Reading, Pennsylvania might well have travelled out west sometime before going to Harvard in the Fall of ’97
It wasn’t till 1896 on his release from Wyoming State Prison that Butch Cassidy put together the Wild Bunch (Stevens was 17)
It wasn’t till 1901 that he and Etta Place & the Sundance Kid left for South America (Stevens was 22)
It wasn’t till 1908 he was shot down in San Vicente, Bolivia (Stevens was 29)
It wasn’t till 1916 that he moved to Hartford becoming Vice President of the of Hartford Accident & Indemnity Company in 1934
(6/9-1/10/13)


Publications:
  • "Wallace Stevens Meets the Hole-in-the-Wall Gang". The Imaginary Museum (14/10/2013)
  • "Library Dreaming: Wallace Stevens Meets the Hole-in-the-Wall Gang." The Ultimate Reader of Love for the Book: An Anthology of Writers Deeply Concerned about Massive Book Disposals occurring at the National Library of New Zealand / Te Puna Mātauranga o Aotearoa (the wellsprings of knowledge). Ed. William (Bill) Direen. ISSN 1953-1427. NZ: Phantom Billstickers, 2021: 34.

Notes:


Wallace Stevens: Saved by Florida Cowboys (1931)


  • An interesting sidelight is thrown on the events recorded in this poem by the article "Saved by Florida Cowboys", by Wallace Stevens. Atlanta Journal Magazine, May 31, 1931.







All New Zealand poetry
is crap
        said David Howard's pal
on our ritual roadtrip north
to the Unicorn Bookshop
                        Warkworth

Oh I don't know    There's Smithyman
Curnow
        He wasn't impressed
                             Most
of you are trying to be as good
as Jenny or Bill    not Homer or

Virgil
       I had to admit he had
a point    but what street-cred did
he have?
        He'd spent the whole journey
wanking on
            about André Gheed ...


(2-9/11/13)

Publications:







Wednesday

Poems from Stories (2004-2019)



  1. from Monkey Miss Her Now (2004)
      Robinsonade:
    1. The Dream (7/8-8/10/96)
    2. Tango Summer:
    3. Bookmarks (10-24/11/98)
    4. The Great New Zealand Vortex:
    5. Inconsequential (12/7/81)
    6. The Great New Zealand Vortex (26/2-10/5/97)
    7. Tahiti in 1978:
    8. Flying the moon (11-17/9/2000)
    9. Brought up on Homeric platitudes (30/8-14/9/2000)
    10. I is someone else (4-17/9/2000)
    11. Femme d’aujourd’hui (4-17/9/2000)
    12. A Strange Day at the Language School:
    13. Life Support (30/12/97-14/1/99)

  2. from Kingdom of Alt (2010)
      Haiku Diary:
    1. Haiku 1-12 (4-18/3/04)
    2. Tanka 1-2 (18/3/04)
    3. Time to Kill (29/3/04)
    4. Tanka 3-4 (1/4/04)
    5. Haiku 13 (18/4/01)
    6. The Purloined Letter:
    7. Spleen (8/2/96)
    8. Before the Disaster:
      1. Just because you’re rich doesn’t make you gay (30/11/07-6/2/08)
      2. 30 at the roadworks = 50 (30/11/07-6/2/08)
      3. Les montagnes sont des bâtiments (30/10/06-3/12/07)
      4. Give Blood (26/1-7/2/08)
      5. 3 Sisters (26/1-7/2/08)
    9. Coursebook found in a Warzone:
    10. U.P.: up (2/7-21/10/08)
    11. Dream Poem 1: Stalin’s Raven (4/10/89-18/12/06)
    12. Dream Poem 2: Party in the SCR (20/10/89-5/2/09)
    13. Dream Poem 3: Book-Sale (24/10/89-5/2/09)
    14. Dream Poem 4: A Glastonbury Romance (25/10/89-5/2/09)
    15. Dream Poem 5: Who Wants to Be a Millionaire? (27/1/90-5/2/09)
    16. Dream Poem 6: Claire’s Dream (21/5/90-5/2/09)
    17. Dream Poem 7: Malcolm O (22/5/90-5/2/09)
    18. Dream Poem 8: Ugolino (24/7/91-5/2/09)
    19. Dream Poem 9: The War (18/1/94-18/12/06)
    20. Dream Poem 10: Finland (31/5/94-5/2/09)
    21. Dream Poem 11: Lion’s Head (19/6/95-18/12/06)

  3. from Ghost Stories (2019)
      Leaves from a Diary of the End of the World:
    1. 3 Mayan Poems:
      1. Lacandon-Maya Poem (6/3-23/3/13)
      2. Tzotzil-Maya Prayer (6/3-23/3/13)
      3. Yucatán-Maya Hunting Song (6/3-23/3/13)
    2. The Cross-Correspondences:
    3. Chinese girl students (19/6/18-26/1/19)
    4. The waiter who’s brought (26/11/18-26/1/19)





Jack Ross: Monkey Miss Her Now (2004)


Monkey Miss Her Now & Everything a Teenage Girl Should Know. ISBN 0-476-00182-X. Auckland: Danger Publishing, 2004. 138 pp.







I dreamt a dream
– What can it mean? –
That Marianne came back to me
On some jewelled beach in Tahiti.

I doubt this presages a change
(Though who can say? for love is strange)
But while the message is obscure
My joy was limitless and pure.

I woke inside the darkling bach
But somehow it was not so black.
I felt she really had loved me
Till parted by fatality.


(7/8-8/10/96)

Publications:
  • "Robinsonade". Pander 2 (1997): 14-15.
  • Monkey Miss Her Now & Everything a Teenage Girl Should Know. ISBN 0-476-00182-X (Auckland: Danger Publishing, 2004): 11-18.
  • "Robinsonade." Jack Ross: Stories (18/8/96)










(10-24/11/98)

Publications:
  • "Tango Summer". evasion 2 (2000): 20-27.
  • Monkey Miss Her Now & Everything a Teenage Girl Should Know. ISBN 0-476-00182-X (Auckland: Danger Publishing, 2004): 31-43.
  • "Tango Summer." Jack Ross: Stories (4/11/98)







I am a pipe the wind blows through,
    This figure cannot dim
        Inconsequential
Eremites of sorrow, or that twice-
        Delivered tale
Of sufferings deluded from a fool. …


(11-17/9/2000)

Publications:
  • "The Great New Zealand Vortex". evasion 2 (4) & (5) (2003).
  • Monkey Miss Her Now & Everything a Teenage Girl Should Know. ISBN 0-476-00182-X (Auckland: Danger Publishing, 2004): 67-82.
  • "The Great New Zealand Vortex." Jack Ross: Stories (26/2/97)
















(30/8-14/9/2000)

Publications:
  • "The Great New Zealand Vortex". evasion 2 (4) & (5) (2003).
  • Monkey Miss Her Now & Everything a Teenage Girl Should Know. ISBN 0-476-00182-X (Auckland: Danger Publishing, 2004): 67-82.
  • "The Great New Zealand Vortex." Jack Ross: Stories (26/2/97)







Flying the moon
    like a kite
sight-lines
    thumbed taut

white boat
    on a blue sea
cloud looming
    haze to darkness

remember me


(4-17/9/2000)

Publications:
  • "Tahiti in 1978". brief 23 (2002): 36-50.
  • Monkey Miss Her Now & Everything a Teenage Girl Should Know. ISBN 0-476-00182-X (Auckland: Danger Publishing, 2004): 52-66.
  • "Tahiti in 1978." Jack Ross: Stories (22/9/2000)







Brought up on Homeric platitudes
we find no music in the wind
at day-break
              dragons on silk
dressing-gowns confound
us


A time of sorrows
                   wasn’t that
before? I used to know
all that I didn’t know
you rowed
            Oh yes
in armour
            on the wine-dark sea


(4-17/9/2000)

Publications:
  • "Tahiti in 1978". brief 23 (2002): 36-50.
  • Monkey Miss Her Now & Everything a Teenage Girl Should Know. ISBN 0-476-00182-X (Auckland: Danger Publishing, 2004): 52-66.
  • "Tahiti in 1978." Jack Ross: Stories (22/9/2000)







Able at times to cry
    – W. H. Auden


I is someone else
    surf-roar
Kai-iwi lakes

Someone else
    up there? He drove
to check up anyway

like a train
    one dragon eye
roar on pattens

pitter-patter
    on the nylon
roof I told you

grass is good
    to eat
you wouldn’t

listen
    grass is good
to

Graze on needles then


(12/7/81)

Publications:
  • "Tahiti in 1978". brief 23 (2002): 36-50.
  • Monkey Miss Her Now & Everything a Teenage Girl Should Know. ISBN 0-476-00182-X (Auckland: Danger Publishing, 2004): 52-66.
  • "Tahiti in 1978." Jack Ross: Stories (22/9/2000)

Notes:
  • The quotation from W. H. Auden comes from the poem "As He Is", available in Collected Shorter Poems: 1927-1957. London: Faber, 1966): 117.







Jeanne Mas                     Sounds like
    … et les photos     my kind of girl
    reviennent          a funky beast
sans cesse …                  chickens gyrate

              to the beat


(26/2-10/5/97)

Publications:
  • "Tahiti in 1978". brief 23 (2002): 36-50.
  • Monkey Miss Her Now & Everything a Teenage Girl Should Know. ISBN 0-476-00182-X (Auckland: Danger Publishing, 2004): 52-66.
  • "Tahiti in 1978." Jack Ross: Stories (22/9/2000)

Notes:







No doubt you’ve heard she’s combed – little In-Jae – the nurse told May and me A rupture in the wall of the blood-vessel: brain-stem injury She came here from Korea to learn English; she returns burned dry as dust Dead when we saw her (breathing still) … Perhaps the word was coned


(30/12/97-14/1/99)

Publications:
  • "A Strange Day at the Language School". Landfall 203 (2002): 119-25.
  • Monkey Miss Her Now & Everything a Teenage Girl Should Know. ISBN 0-476-00182-X (Auckland: Danger Publishing, 2004): 83-93.
  • "A Strange Day at the Language School." Jack Ross: Stories (7/6/2001)






Jack Ross: Monkey Miss Her Now (2004)






Jack Ross: Kingdom of Alt (2010)


Kingdom of Alt. Short Stories & a Novella by Jack Ross. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8. Auckland: Titus Books, 2010. 244 pp.







Blue / red / blue chairs
Elmo on the OHP
looking both ways


Nancy turns her head
towards the stage-lights
Grant walks up & down


The cleaners leave
carrying vacuums
feet scuff on the ground


Moon through the trees
can that be water?
streetlight filament hovers like a moth


Better than a Boy
T-shirt
hung over the letter-box


Batteries
& bottle-tops
beside a missing bus-stop

 

‘If you need a
blood-test …’
– on a car


Wild Appetite
pulls out
impatiently


When the bus doesn’t come
tow-trucks pull out
in front of you


street-light
filaments
hover above


A plastic bag
tied to a branch
No vacancy


Waiting for the bus
again –
people eye the stooge


(4-18/3/04)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 21-47.
  • "Haiku Diary." Jack Ross: Stories (3/4/2004)







the gap between
28 &
35
– You might as well
be 55


 ‘Just letting you know
I’m more important
than anything you can buy …’
Girl behind me
on a cell-phone


(18/3/04)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 21-47.
  • "Haiku Diary." Jack Ross: Stories (3/4/2004)







Check out earplugs
at the Mega-centre
Take a walk
along the beach
Buy something

Fizzy drink?
Mars bar?
25 stubbies?
Filling gaps
in my address book

Go home
Turn on the TV
Play patience
(bus stops short
defend your bag)

I’d like to tell you
how I ended up
pricing those earplugs
(bought a baseball bat
instead)


(29/3/04)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 21-47.
  • "Haiku Diary." Jack Ross: Stories (3/4/2004)







a is red heart
b is two women
(both talking on
their mobile phones)
c is six Chinese


Sleeping rough
in Albert Park
under the lamposts
– orange light –
dancing down stairs


(1/4/04)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 21-47.
  • "Haiku Diary." Jack Ross: Stories (3/4/2004)







soft darkness pressing in on us
arc of electric light
glow-worms under banks of earth


(18/4/01)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 21-47.
  • "Haiku Diary." Jack Ross: Stories (3/4/2004)







I see myself as the King of a rainy land
young but decrepit, rich but not a man
despising all his tutors, frankly bored
with his old hunting-dogs, an idle Lord
whom nothing can amuse: hawks hunting blood
the sight of his people dying in the mud
the songs & antics of his licensed clown
are powerless to interrupt his frown
his lily bed has turned into a tomb
those ladies who adorn a Prince’s room
& who’d feel proud to spread their legs for him
no longer can dress scantily enough
to interest this skeleton in love
the alchemist who turns lead into gold
cannot melt down his Master in his mould
& in those baths where the Romans cut their veins
sole remedy for age’s acid pains
he can’t reboot the heart of this cadaver
whose blood has thinned to Lethe’s slime-green water

– Charles Baudelaire, “Spleen” (1851)


(8/2/96)

Publications:
  • "The Purloined Letter." brief #35 – A Brief World Order (2007): 14-33.
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 63-79.
  • "The Purloined Letter." Jack Ross: Stories (5/10/2005)

Notes:





from Before the Disaster





I


Just because you’re rich doesn’t make you gay
    – bus conversation

I came out It was 11.11 by the kitchen clock
I discovered about 4 pm that he was weakening I therefore reminded him of the agreement made before leaving camp in case either of us should show signs of exhaustion his comrade should tell him in order that necessary steps might be taken to prevent disaster and I again urged upon him the necessity of returning to the sleeping bag for rest and shelter
Twice I’ve had this premonition this time the hair stood up on the back of my neck
on striking the first care is to catch the line behind one leg so as to act as a strong check and for farther security a hitch is also taken round the ring finger which sometimes can be terribly lacerated and even torn off by the struggles of a large victim the females which have their young with them are far more to be dreaded than the males every one is distinguished by a particular name and the angry repetition of it has an effect as instantaneous as an application of the whip which instrument is of an immense length
Yesterday while driving to Pt Chev today in the same place coming back
I gave him some brandy and spirits of ammonia which seemed to revive him I now lighted the lamp and prepared some warm food endeavoring to start him in order to keep him from freezing but it was all in vain He was too weak to stand up and his mind seemed to be taken up with recollections of his relatives and friends at home of whom he spoke
IT’S NOT TOO LATE DRIVE SOBER
opposite each other with the flat sides parallel a neatly formed case contains the bow and a few arrows a little bag attached to the side contains a stone for sharpening and some spare arrow-heads carefully wrapped up in a piece of skin the bow is held in a horizontal position and though capable of great force is rarely used at a greater distance than from twelve to twenty yards we saw no regular chase and as we could only judge from report and from the expressive pantomimic description of the hunters I cannot pretend to furnish an account
Black plastic bag hanging from a traffic light two turns of twine around it
I felt more like remaining there and perishing by the side of my companion than to make another effort but the sense of the duty which I owed to bear back the sad tidings of the disaster sustained me in this trial I stopped and kissed the remains of my dead companion and left them there for the wild winds to sweep over The death of my companion made a deeper impression on my mind than any experience my whole life
thinking that he might have something on his person I searched his clothing


(30/11/07-6/2/08)

Publications:
  • "Before the Disaster". Percutio 2 (2008): 74-80.
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 105-26.
  • "Before the Disaster." Jack Ross: Stories (30/11/2007)

Notes:
  • Sergeant Frederick's report on the death of 'the bravest and noblest on the [Greely] expedition' [1881-1884] is quoted here from David L. Brainard, The Outpost of the Lost: An Arctic Adventure. 1929. Foreword by Geoffrey E. Clark (New York: Skyhorse, 2018).
  • The account of seal-hunting [in bold] is quoted from George Francis Lyon, Private Journal During the Recent Voyage of Discovery Under Captain Parry (London: John Murray, 1824), pp. 329 et seq.







30 at the roadworks = 50
    – Bumper Sticker


News Feed:
Tuesday January 8, 08:09 AM: Fire sparks emergency response There is a massive turnout of emergency services this morning to a big fire in an office block in the coastal suburbs of the City. It is possible that people are trapped inside the building. A huge plume of smoke is visible from the CBD. Shore Road is blocked from Central Ave to Union Street. Eleven fire engines, along with police and ambulance crews, are there.
Pathologist's Report on the victims: • Smoke-inhalation • Lacerations, both deep and superficial • (injuries consistent with breaking the glass of a window with one’s hands) • Massive internal haemorrhaging • (injuries consistent with a fall of several stories onto hard concrete below) • Scorching (severe) • Extensive third and fourth degree burns


(30/11/07-6/2/08)

Publications:
  • "Before the Disaster". Percutio 2 (2008): 74-80.
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 105-26.
  • "Before the Disaster." Jack Ross: Stories (30/11/2007)







Les montagnes sont des bâtiments
sur les collines de Wellington
fenêtres sur l’océan
    – chanson française
A seagull wings ahead of ink-black clouds in a still sunlit sky 0800-SCRUB-4-U on the side of a white car having difficulties turning out • tipped-up dark glasses in the HIACE van • Boy walking up the hill with three pieces of fruit each in a plastic bag Another boy walks downhill cellphone to his ear • a fragment of chicken clings to plastic clingfilm • Walking faster to avoid saying hello to the elderly neighbour wheeling her groceries up the long steep slope • fish jumps from wine to spirits the young girl in the dairy seems to call you back • / KNOCKED U P / PIRAT ES OF THE CARIBBEAN 3 In the Post Office decorations for Dhiwali – everywhere • WORKS END THANK YOU • a natural instinct for alliteration in the child behind Tina’s getting tired observes her Mummy hopefully


(30/10/06-3/12/07)

Publications:
  • "Before the Disaster". Percutio 2 (2008): 74-80.
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 105-26.
  • "Before the Disaster." Jack Ross: Stories (30/11/2007)







Give blood
go skateboarding
    – Boy’s T-shirt


I’m going to wear jandals
today
    taking a walk
on the wild side

when you just know
there’s nothing
    they can
do to you

a tentative attempt
becomes the hero’s
    salmon leap
our cat Zero

’s attack
on a blank 
    puppet
made of calico

I fulminate
to captive audiences
    (taking the piss
no doubt

in furtive whispers)
not
    the leap of faith
we bargained on

the fear that dogs our days


(26/1-7/2/08)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 105-26.
  • "Before the Disaster." Jack Ross: Stories (30/11/2007)
  • "The Zero Suite." Papyri (2/5/23)





V


3 sisters
^^ ^^ ^^
    – T-shirt logo


Have you slimed yet?
the Aussie Sheila
    asks
the uptight city Brit

lowering the tone
I guess he’d call it
    she
keeping it real

a certain inconsistency
of purpose
    characters
attracted & repelled

by the same things
from frame to frame
    the more
jaded they are

the less alluring
a fashion-conscious
    6-year-old
chased crabwise

by the surf


(26/1-7/2/08)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 105-26.
  • "Before the Disaster." Jack Ross: Stories (30/11/2007)







I thought of a story about an Academic
one who hadn’t noticed he was dead
because they never opened up
the windows in his room

He sat there at his desk
book-ended by his filing cabinets
fading patterns on the wall
where his photographs had been

From time to time he’d look up from the pages
of last century’s quarterlies
see that day had shifted into dusk
& the streetlights had come on

The air was stale in there
he didn’t care
no need to tweak & update
the same old lectures now

•	

 “U.P.: Up” – Ulysses
I asked you to define it for me once
you couldn’t
not to my satisfaction anyway

I wonder if you’ll find it easier
alone there in the dark
pebbles in your pockets
chattering

to anyone who’ll listen?
Ave atque Vale then
to your Van Dyke beard
defiant little puku

amused bravado
whatever you deserved it wasn’t this
embarrassed silence these
absurd periphrases this

hermetically-sealed chamber
whose contents must
at the stroke of dawn
turn into dust


(2/7-21/10/08)

Publications:
  • Tuesday Poem.” Molloy * Notebook. Ed. Harvey Molloy (19/7/10).
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 127-239.
  • "Coursebook found in a Warzone: A Whodunit." Jack Ross: Stories (11/6/2008)







I dreamt of a kind of fool, a court jester
beaten with sticks, me watching, heavy
blows on shoulders, back & legs.
                                Meanwhile
a parallel unfolded, a black raven
pecking at other birds in a great mass
of feathers, sawdust: like a sand-pit.
The court, somehow, was Stalin's – like a Tsar.
A group of doctors stood around a bed,
– white masks, white faces – tending to his wounds.
Was I one?  Maybe not.
                        Then the pip
of the alarm.  Not a nightmare, though the blows
& pecking stabbed at me as well: onlooker
on the fringes of the scene.


(4/10/89-18/12/06)

Publications:
  • Dream Poems.” The Imaginary Museum (18/12/2006).
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 127-239.
  • "Coursebook found in a Warzone: A Whodunit." Jack Ross: Stories (11/6/2008)







Kept up till late by shouting, banging,
name called through the floor – I dreamed
(after much brooding) of a course
of studies, me explaining it – the essays,
marks, requirements – in the upstairs party room,
St. Leonard's.  Claire was there, & Russell.
As I spoke the bell went off
& woke me – but, before, there
was such an atmosphere of "learned life,"
the 50s, greyness, purpose &
(I find I'm writing) snow.


(20/10/89-5/2/09)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 127-239.
  • "Coursebook found in a Warzone: A Whodunit." Jack Ross: Stories (11/6/2008)







The basement of a Department store – levels,
escalators, floors.  Long lines of tables
covered with old books – myself too late
to pick them up, waylaid, encountered,
glimpses from above.  A chase.
Directions to Japanese
how best to reach the ground (arms wide:
this floor & that floor), aided by the
guard.  Somewhere my friends
with bundles, racking up a score.


(24/10/89-5/2/09)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 127-239.
  • "Coursebook found in a Warzone: A Whodunit." Jack Ross: Stories (11/6/2008)







A kind of psychomachia – our group
in an old house with a well outside, stone steps,
sorting our weapons: little twists of glass
or plastic  for enemies, round silver coins for us.
The novel's world – outside, green lawns,
the sea, a group of tramps collecting coins
(one tried to hand his on – promptly rebuked
by a door that opened to show a bearded man
– our Leader?)  Somewhere were dragons, foes,
collecting too.
                Then, back inside (elsewhere?)
a story started.  I told them (to illustrate some point)
about Haile Selassie's Abyssinian fleet
of white Rolls Royces – till the alarm-clock rang.


(25/10/89-5/2/09)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 127-239.
  • "Coursebook found in a Warzone: A Whodunit." Jack Ross: Stories (11/6/2008)







I woke up in a futuristic city –
like a T.V. set, flimsy steel & spools
of wire – was told that I had won
some prize (a bowl of soup, perhaps)
got up & wandered – soon found a lounge
where bozos were admiring their TV
(then showing credits), shouting for ‘Who wants to be
a Millionaire?'  The camera showed	
(was I the camera?) a studio set with girl
in jeans & headphones, professional clip-board
behind the tangle – lounge furniture in front.
Suited, with briefcase, the MC
entered, made a double-take, turned round & left,
then came back in.  The girl joined him on stage.
The questions started – poems – MC: 'Gibbons?'
She answered; 'with their sounding harpstrings – Blake.'
The MC asked her for a marshy region
plagued with Tsetse flies –'Haiti?' –
No – the girl answered 'the something game reserve
in Kenya.' Then a question went awry
– I don't know what – forcing the audience’s
meters up. Just one solution.  Bang!
(Their water turned to fire – the host explained –
leaving them heaps of ash.)  The game continued,
the girl & MC gone (I loved her); 
time for me to collect
                            my prize?


(27/1/90-5/2/09)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 127-239.
  • "Coursebook found in a Warzone: A Whodunit." Jack Ross: Stories (11/6/2008)







‘It must have been a Friday – in a tram,
    an old one, passing by the Halls,
    the rough holes in its walls,
the tram-conductor told me, caused by falling stones.

Then, when we arrived, & I got down
    two parcels wrapped in string
    were handed to me – I thought nothing
of it – unwrapped, one held the head

of the conductor with, carved on his bald crown,
    the message: “Your turn now'”– inside the other
    a mangy monkey, stuffed; I asked my mother
& father's help – “Here, you're on your own”.’

The haunted towers, old tram, conductor's head,
    malign, stuffed monkey – told to me in bed.
    ‘I didn’t worry. It was as if they were all dead
& it was happening to an alter ego ...’


(21/5/90-5/2/09)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 127-239.
  • "Coursebook found in a Warzone: A Whodunit." Jack Ross: Stories (11/6/2008)







In a bookshop – not unlike James Thin's –
a sale in progress, picked up many:
Thackeray's works bound into one, a book
called Malcolm O by Carlos Fuentes, shelves
for South America (green Penguin classic:
Return from Argentina).  Then – it seemed the future –
taken in the street & packed on board a
bus, with several others.  Driver, guard,
both women – we knew they meant to kill us.
The bus was built like Sweeney Todd's – a rack
& mincer down below – after each stop the 'catch'
disposed of.  Talked to the girls. They liked me,
said they'd save me, but – I'd have to hide.
Took me to suburban home (motel?)
My name now Malcolm O (like Jackie X?).
inside Securitate took me to a room
with globe & leather chairs – & questioned me,
I answered for my life – a casual drawl.
Somehow unworried, knew they'd let me go
because Meg Tilly, Amy Madigan
(girls looked quite like them, slight,
dressed in combat pants) were covering
                                    for me.


(22/5/90-5/2/09)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 127-239.
  • "Coursebook found in a Warzone: A Whodunit." Jack Ross: Stories (11/6/2008)







I was going down Victoria St – in some foreign city –
& ducked in to a film called Ugolino
(maybe Brussels?).  A jail-bird – long, hard face,
lank hair, good body – had just been released.
His progress, though, was slow.
A jumble of ruined chances, chatted-up girls,
quick knife-fights, till he turned & ran.
It ended on a sour note with poor Ugolino,
a face at a small window, driven off
to jail.
        But then the story continued.
Back in prison, alone in a holding cell,
the prison trusty – a small boy – was there.
Somehow he squeezed inside the cell (naked,
black with oil) to comfort Ugolino for his loss:
outside.  Next thing, the two were walking
through a car-park – the prison car-park – Ugo
with a trolley (supermarket?), the boy right by his side.
He joined a queue, the boy was walking off
– accosted by the guards, who took him back –
dissolve on Ugo, waiting in the queue.
                                      Next
back in town, Ugo persuaded his girlfriend
to hide him in her flat after a quarrel.
She loved him; not he her.  Eventually they parted,
but Ugo kept on coming back,  after all.
    Scenery shift: In a car, a rocky valley
(Highlands?  West Coast?), Claire remarked
She’d love to see America – Philadelphia – & we
(me & the good ol’ boys) decided to go there
with her.  We got ourselves a job in Repertoire
– Gilbert & Sullivan – in the chorus (Russell
As a stage-hand), ended up jubilant.

    Ugo was part-Canadian (from Montreal?);
The rest a transposition to low-key.


(24/7/91-5/2/09)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 127-239.
  • "Coursebook found in a Warzone: A Whodunit." Jack Ross: Stories (11/6/2008)







I ran into an old friend on the street
(the scene: some future, broken-down New York)
she & her boyfriend were wearing overalls
& emptying the trash into a long
& complicated articulated machine.
They greeted me: “Whatcha doing here?”
I answered: “Hustling, since out of labour camp.”
    (I'd turned the corner from another world,
a hotel run by gangsters – on the desk
a cute, dark girl – Helena? – I'd addressed
in Chinitalian – their password:
Chinese-Italian – no nod from upstairs …
“But Boss, the dormitory sleeps sixteen!”)
    Kate & her boyfriend sympathised with me – 
the lucky ones, they'd been here doing this
all through the war – & now were moving house
to look after an apartment for a friend.
    We got to talking – the friend had not been keen
on all their safety clothing – Kate confided.
“He told us that your body gets slip-streamed
from years of this exposure, so no problem.”
I told her (I think truly) this was false
“You must keep your protection – if he minds
construct a hallway closet with your things
ready for each morning – or else you'll die."
Kate – slim, smooth dark-blonde hair – had changed,
her hair was spikey, strung-out, she looked tired –
the opening, I felt, for something else.


(18/1/94-18/12/06)

Publications:
  • Dream Poems.” The Imaginary Museum (18/12/2006).
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 127-239.
  • "Coursebook found in a Warzone: A Whodunit." Jack Ross: Stories (11/6/2008)







I was in Finland, sitting in a pew,
hearing a church choir singing (out of tune).
A lovely blonde, with highlights in her hair,
(my future bride), her father, & her brother
were sitting by me.  I, a picaro,
persuaded that their land needed new blood
– new victims rather – idly protested
my ignorance of their language. 
                                An interlude,
& there I was again – inside a hall,
an amphitheatre rather, again a choir
(a larger one this time) singing out of tune
though guided by a master.  A bearded man,
short, stocky – Father-in-law to be –
stood up to make a speech, & was clubbed down.
The hall was pandemonium – fear of foreigners?
The girl was screaming, I was caught & tied.
The Finns sent me in exile, chains & fetters
around my wrists.
                  Her brother, fettered too,
was with me in a little hut.
He learnt to strangle wolves & rabbits
with his chains, & nursed me back to health.
The girl was in disgrace; I saw her in the distance;
left well enough alone – until the bell.


(31/5/94-5/2/09)

Publications:
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 127-239.
  • "Coursebook found in a Warzone: A Whodunit." Jack Ross: Stories (11/6/2008)







Not an erotic dream – a dream of flight
& slaughter.  The chase has bloody roots.
Fleeing from a cabin full of death
(boyfriend among the dead), our girl
– shorts, t-shirt – waves down a white car.
The driver is an easy-going bozo, believes her,
pedal to the metal, u-turn with a roar.
[Next scene:] 
    They are discovered, having driven
miles & miles, inside a cheap motel.
Startled, late at night, they drive off the back porch
down onto clay, a grassless slope, with new-laid roads
ending in the concrete slipway for a dam. 
            The choice is simple,
a boy below looks up – they kill him,
then offer up his burnt corpse.  Above, inside the room,
three figures wait – a lion’s head among them.
Is the sacrifice accepted?  Who can tell?
They find the car, roar off on a dead end,
bump over grass ... till woken by a squeal,
a set of squeals – or barks? – or mechanistic
screeches. 
           Nightmare-like, dissolves.


(19/6/95-18/12/06)

Publications:
  • Dream Poems.” The Imaginary Museum (18/12/2006).
  • Kingdom of Alt. ISBN 978-1-877441-15-8 (Auckland: Titus Books, 2010): 127-239.
  • "Coursebook found in a Warzone: A Whodunit." Jack Ross: Stories (11/6/2008)






Jack Ross: Kingdom of Alt (2010)






Jack Ross: Ghost Stories (2019)


Ghost Stories. 978-0-9951165-5-9. 99% Press. Auckland: Lasavia Publishing, 2019. 140 pp.





3 Mayan Poems:







Every time I lift my foot
every time I lift my hand
    I shift my tail

I hear your voice from far away

I’m searching for a fallen tree
    tired now
I'll fall asleep on the fallen tree

My skin

My ears
        my hands
                my feet
are scratched


(6/3-23/3/13)

Publications:
  • "3 Mayan Poems". brief 49 (2013): 60-65.
  • "Leaves from a Diary of the End of the World." brief 53 (2015): 80-97.
  • Ghost Stories. 978-0-9951165-5-9. 99% Press (Auckland: Lasavia Publishing, 2019): 35-52.
  • "Leaves from a Diary of the End of the World." Jack Ross: Stories (6/2/2013)

Notes:
  • Text from M. Demetrio Sodi, La literatura de los Mayas. 1964. El Legado de la América Indígena (México: Editorial Joaquín Mortiz, S. A., 1974): 81.







Green fire
aërial fog
        be epilepsy
yellow fire
        be epilepsy
north wind
        be epilepsy
        narcolepsy
white mist
        be epilepsy

I repel it
        repel it nine times
I expel it
        expel it nine times
pacify it
        pacify it nine times
Lord
    in an hour
    half an hour
        fly away
into the fog
        fly away
as a butterfly

Slow your big pulse
slow your small pulse
both of them
    within the hour
    half an hour
So be it
Lord
send it away
        over thirteen mountains
        over thirteen hills
stop at thirteen rows of rocks
stop at thirteen rows of trees


(6/3-23/3/13)

Publications:
  • "3 Mayan Poems". brief 49 (2013): 60-65.
  • "Leaves from a Diary of the End of the World." brief 53 (2015): 80-97.
  • Ghost Stories. 978-0-9951165-5-9. 99% Press (Auckland: Lasavia Publishing, 2019): 35-52.
  • "Leaves from a Diary of the End of the World." Jack Ross: Stories (6/2/2013)

Notes:
  • Text from M. Demetrio Sodi, La literatura de los Mayas. 1964. El Legado de la América Indígena (México: Editorial Joaquín Mortiz, S. A., 1974): 81, 89 & 34-35.







Hunter from the mountains
hunt
    at the edge of the grove
once
     twice
          dance
three times

Lift your face
look carefully
    make no mistake
about your prize

Have you sharpened your arrows?
Have you strung your bow?
Have you stroked your shaft
    with catzim resin?
Have you greased your arms
        your feet    your knees
        your calves  your ribs
        your waist   your chest
    with buck-deer fat?

Lap three times
the coloured stone
where the spotless virgin
      youth
is tied

First    run
        second
take your bow
nock your arrow
against his chest

shoot him
– not so hard as that! –
    let him suffer
as God wills
 
Lap again
the blue-green stone
shoot him again
but don’t stop dancing
that's how we measure
    warriors
men pleasing
in the eyes of God

The sun breaks through
the eastern trees
the archer starts to sing
    his song
learning to be
a warrior
learning to run and dance
    and kill


(6/3-23/3/13)

Publications:
  • "3 Mayan Poems". brief 49 (2013): 60-65.
  • "Leaves from a Diary of the End of the World." brief 53 (2015): 80-97.
  • Ghost Stories. 978-0-9951165-5-9. 99% Press (Auckland: Lasavia Publishing, 2019): 35-52.
  • "Leaves from a Diary of the End of the World." Jack Ross: Stories (6/2/2013)

Notes:
  • Text from M. Demetrio Sodi, La literatura de los Mayas. 1964. El Legado de la América Indígena (México: Editorial Joaquín Mortiz, S. A., 1974): 81, 89 & 34-35.







Chinese girl students
    taking selfies 
        without cameras
    through the perspex
bus-stop

Watching through the 
    the windscreen
        I debate
    is this the end 
prepared for me?

I feel a poem
    coming on
        I wish it were
    much better
more nuanced

more profound


(19/6/18-26/1/19)

Publications:
  • Ghost Stories. 978-0-9951165-5-9. 99% Press (Auckland: Lasavia Publishing, 2019): 94-118.
  • "The Cross-Correspondences." Jack Ross: Stories (4/6/2018)







The waiter who’s brought
    my room-service tray
        two or three times
    catches my eye
at breakfast

wanting to be recognised?
    I’m not quick enough
        so he turns back
    disappointed
the others just scowl


(26/11/18-26/1/19)

Publications:
  • Ghost Stories. 978-0-9951165-5-9. 99% Press (Auckland: Lasavia Publishing, 2019): 94-118.
  • "The Cross-Correspondences." Jack Ross: Stories (4/6/2018)






Jack Ross: Ghost Stories (2019)